Memories/Shius

Background
"Should have always called me home"

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Ok guys I'm diving straight to the point. This song is really important to me. Y'all probably don't wanna know how this song came to be but I'm telling it anyways - no joke description this time.

So this is a song about my struggles. The people who know me, know that I struggle with PTSD and chronic depression. I also broke up with my first boyfriend, so there's that too. I composed the song while all that was (and is still) happening. Then Tsus offered to write the lyrics - 'cause I'm a noob and fucking incapable of writing lyrics.

I literally just asked them to write a song about PTSD. But then...

When I first heard the WIP, I teared up. This related to me so hard you probably don't even want to know. I can't thank them enough.

And not to mention, this song couldn't have been even near as good as it is right now without Steam's help. He did such a good job of mixing, mastering and generally adding all the great additional instruments over my base composition that it's a completely different song then I originally pictured it to be. In a freakin' GREAT way. "Memories" is an original song by Shius featuring flower.