User blog:Angel Emfrbl/Late start...

Very last blog before report... Actually its not that big of a deal. I'm just summerizing my thoughts on the year anyway.

Bit late starting on edits today, my brother pressie wrapping until 00:33 last night, I got up having waited 3 hours and threatened to pull the plug on the internet access if he didn't finish this because he'd been putting it off all week. We were out at 9pm the next morning to deliver them and being X-mas eve, well, there wouldn't be another chance to deliver them. My nan (mum's adoptive mother) has had two heart attacks this year, I dropped off presents this year as a chance to make sure I saw her before christmas and gave her a hug, in case I never got a chance to again and to say "thanks... Its not much, but we still care and we're glad your alright at the moment, take care, etc," you know... Because she seems to be on the slow way out now. I'm hoping she lasts at least another year. :'-(

My other nan (dad's step mother - okay neither of them are blood relations but I love them and have to others as their both died before my time T_T) is in semi-good health apparently with just suffering from a bit of brittle bones syndrome. I'm glad my dad choose a cardthat didn't fit in her postbox, I got to speak to a old woman I hadn't spoken since I was about 17 because my dad doesn't like her much and I remember - you know what, he doesn't like her but I dam well still do! Annoying thing is, because I was just dropping off the letter, I got yelled at for nattering to her, it was best 8 mins of today. Hehee, "so... That boy is still the same..." - bless my nan. Last time I saw her I was a teenager, she has spoken to me as an adult.

Huh. My family don't like my dad, are aware of my dad's personnelity and so don't feel comfortable enough giving presents. I struggled with "my present is no rent this month okay?" because he still insists WE give presents in the lack of everyone else giving us any because he already has fallen out with the rest of his family. Its a LONg story on why so its not worth going into it, and I don't feel like sharing this tale on the net anymore these days, last time I mentioned anything like this is upset someone in my family when I didn't mean to, so for the sake of keeping up good relationships with anyone who isn't my dad, I'll keep most of it quiet.

You know I didn't get around to making a youtube X-mas list... I forgot - again! :-O

I'm on catch up tomorrow on the wikia, got nothing better to do anyway.

Its going to be a lonely day.