User blog comment:AnimeCargirl/I'm a nighthawk ^ ^ Anyone else?/@comment-5051846-20120805211641

I don't stay up past 11.30 much. I feel weird at night, maybe its the general change in atmosphere. When I was little, in my old house I used to hate having all the lights switched off and everything going quiet as my family went to sleep. I had to be read to, then have a story tape on till I dropped off. n,n Luckily that probably got me addicted to reading at a young age. :3

Wow, looking back I remember going to bed being really terrifying. After all the normal bustle of the day, dark corridors and silence. Eep, childhood feels, they are not all good.

And then when I was around 12/13 I used to get exhistential dilemmas in the evening as I got tired, which lead me to start fearing insanity. Thats what comes from thinking too much. Never try and really focus on connecting with reality. Its worse than becoming aware of your tongue, and often pants crappingly scary.

Not that I have a vendetta against nighttime; I love watching the stars, and being outside when its quiet and dark. Nowadays I don't freak out, I just get tired quickly. Plus, sleeping it nice, and I like having some peaceful time to daydream.

It helps that my family always switch off the internet at 12.00. x3