Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-5894865-20131103172122

I wrote this, it's a short story about Kaito thinking about the circus, tell me what ya think

Dark Wood Circus: The Blue Beast who feeds on the bits and pieces of his own kind

I don´t want to eat, oh God! Arms..arms! F****** ARMS! Human arms! I want to vomit…oh GOD! No…God can´t help me here, not in this damn circus, I…I…I… ARGH! AAAAHHHHH! The taste…the taste of the cold, raw, human flesh…I want to vomit, but…it tastes so f****** good!!!

I launch myself at the human arms in a split second, eating them as fast as I can…Oh the taste…I can feel myself become more animalistic with each bite, each piece of meat taken from the limbs of my own kind…I don´t even care who they have taken this arms from…It could even be my mother´s arms…I just don´t care…I can feel the blood, going down my chin…

I eat until nothing but the bones are left…And then I lean against the cold metal bars of my cage…the twins open the door and take the plate away…I can hear the deformed diva crying…again…I can’t blame her  tough, this circus is horrible…In here I’m forced to feed on my own kind, for the entertainment of the people who watch this cursed show, they think we are just normal performers, they think the twins are two people in a custom, they think the deformed diva’s legs are made of rubber, they think my food is just another toy made of plastic, they are wrong…this is real…f****** real…

Sometimes I remember how it all started…at that asylum…When it was my turn to go to that room, sometimes I can hear the insane laugh of the owner of the circus when he was…making me what I am today, in my head…I remember that room…the smell of blood…I remember what he did…he tore my head open…I felt every cut…Then he…he…he did something to my brain he… chopped off a piece of it and replaced it with a piece from a dog’s brain…Then he injected my with this…substances…Then I was shipped to this circus…no…this hell, and they started feeding me human flesh, at first I refused to eat, but they didn’t punish me like they would have done to the others, they just…left me there, with the plate of human limbs in front of me…At first I didn’t even think of eating it…but after a day or two…I started to lose control of myself…I…I…I EATE THE F****** HUMAN FLESH! It felt cold at the beginning, but it tasted so good...I don’t even know why I try to resist…I know I will f****** eat the human flesh sooner or later…but…maybe it’s hope? Hope that one day I will be released, and if I’m released, then I can’t become a f****** cannibal…maybe…just maybe...

No, I lost all hope long ago, sometimes I envy the twins, at least the girl head, why? Because she can lie to herself and tell herself that this is fun…”This circus is so fun” No…it’s not fun…but sometimes lies are better than the truth…

What’s this? What’s this liquid sliding down my cheek? Tears…no…I…I barely remember my family, but… I sometimes remember then…and…and…

“Kaito! Go do your show! It’s going to be so fun!” I hear the girl head of the twins shout

Yeah, right, “fun”

The twins open my cage’s door and I lazily drag myself to the stage where I hear the circus owner shout:

“Behold! A Blue Beast that feeds on the bits and pieces of his own kind!”  