User blog comment:Angel Emfrbl/My apologises/@comment-35301431-20141130223150

Angel Emfrbl, trust me when I state that you are indeed needed and wanted. You are a person and expressing yourself emotionally isn't a bad thing.

I know you feel it is your duty to inform the part of the fandom that stays in 'rumors are real' zone, but it isn't necessary to put so much energy into doing that because, as you can see, the results are exhausting. We have this wiki that can handle the ignorance of the fandom if they choose to view it. Yeah, it is frustrating seeing people ignore the wiki in favor of gathering misinformation from la-la-cyeberland, but it will just continue to happen and the only thing we can do is make sure this wiki is up to date.

What is amusing is that I am telling you this when I myself get frustrated with internet-culture railroading my culture[Black] and treating it like it doesn't matter only to take pieces of it and then saying it now matters because they made it matter.

I would also like to take a break from the internet, but working on the internet actually has a middle of of making me relaxed and anxious. It is the wiki work that is my actual zen. Because I believe all my text is really doing something to help others.