User blog:SweetCrazyYandereGirl/Stupidest fear ever.

It feels like all I've been doing lately is just writing blogs. -.-"

But that doesn't matter right now, because my feet are off the carpet, and I actually feel like crying.

Long story/rant/explanation short, I'm scared of spiders.

Or flies.

Or stinkbugs.

Or any type of the insect-like animal possible.

Mostly spiders though.

The spider crawled from a dark space from a corner of the room where the computer is at, crawled down to the carpet, and crawled under the couch where a bunch of blankets are.

Worse is, I haven't cleaned up that place very much, so now I'm afaid that if I try to pick up something long like my jacket/blanket, the spider will be on it. TT-TT

I think I might have arachnophobia, because I actually feel like crying. I'm not kidding.

Makes it worse that I'm afaid to move the couch, the same thing will happen with the jackets....And the only other person home is my sister, whose maybe even more scared of spiders than me.

And the most stupidest thing about this whole thing?

The spider is like a inch big.

I feel ashamed. TT-TT But it's like one of those spiders where there's a stupid bunch of legs and are stupidly fast....

The reason why I also can't kill it, besides my fear, is because I hate the small crunch sound it makes when you crush something like a bug.

To you guys, it might not seem much, but to me, it's a horrible feeling.

I mean, not to (possibly) scare you guys, but just think about it.

Everytime you walk outside, sit on the grass, you might be crushing the body of something.

What if you were in those bugs' shoes?

Okay, maybe it's just creepy to me, but now I don't wanna move...It's stupid and childish, but I still think my room is a safe, 'off-limits' room for bugs and things.

Yes, I'm a 13-year-old girl who still thinks that. But I just wanna sleep at night, without getting too paranoid. I already get paranoid enough with creepy Vocaloid songs and this page.

I'm getting more paranoid by the minute....I think I should work out some problems with myself, or get some more sleep.

Or get some traps. TT-TT;