Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-6433273-20171231161124/@comment-53539-20180110103910

http://www.vocaloidotaku.net/index.php?/topic/71503-your-thoughts-on-evec/page__view__findpost__p__1396302

Here we go again, I reacted to EVEC quite negativity.

I'm so not doing research for pettiness at VO forums, they don't believe me half the time when I do come with evidence. I've learnt this long ago, so I will not do the work for anyone, if they want the answer they should look for it. =_=

I'm going to avoid VO for a month, this is not worth getting into an argument over, the reaction of the Provider alone should set the tone of the Luka V4x reaction in Japan. Even here on the wikia I only speak if I know something about something, can't be bothered with this anymore. 8 and a half years of aggro, even when I was 100% right, has left its marks on what I will and will not do for Vocaloid fans.

I actually have been doing more editing at the Vocaloid Sphere wikia in recent months to avoid our fandom more and even hang around the One Piece wikia to get away from it from time to time. To be honest, both fandoms give me less aggro. One Piece I am a founder of its wikia, the other I'm a Vampire: the Masquerade player with access to books to supply information. Its always been easier to work with these fandoms as their serialise franchises, whereas Vocaloid... I'm relying always on scattered information and it gets annoying. It also means that nobody can believe yo at times so research can be pretty pointless at the times. I often am left feeling like the situation in Vocaloid looking up, is a hopeless or lost cause.

I know I was once accused of not owning my Vocaloids, I brought proof to the wikia once... I then refuse to re-show my proof of owning Big Al as once should have been enough. I can bring proof of own Prima, Tonio and Sonika too. Never had as that requires some editing to remove some information like serial codes on a screengrab, whereas when I showed off Big Al, all I had to do was put a piece of paper in front of the code. This fandom can really get you down though.

I remember when I first used Alter/ego, I sat down and analysed it as far as I know. Done the same for UTAU. I am reluctant to talk about these softwares beyond certain topics as people try as I get left feeling once again its a lost cause.

Half the problems are whenever I comment on things, I'm so negative. But I'm not like this in other fandoms. Its just the mood is low. I'm actually fairly bright on One Piece and Vampire Sphere.

I've got a lot happening in real life, and at the end of the day this always comes before anything on the Internet. I have a new wikia to set up recently and am stuck with it being bare-bones right now because of lack of wiki-editing time. So negativeness in the Vocaloid fandom towards me, makes me reluctant in general to invest the little time I have in Vocaloid interactions.