Honey-sweet despair

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So as you can hear, I tried to jazz. NEVER. AGAIN. For real, it was painful, and I still wasn't satisfied with instruments, with volume, with low-level mixing, with lyrics, with how I tuned Galaco, with EVERYTHING. Like, I loved how it turned out, but it was NOT ENOUGH And then I recalled, that the song is about not being satisfied with yourself ever, facepalmed and just let it be I... I tried. motherfuckinggalacotuning. Galaco is a space bitch, but I guess she's getting used to my half-assed tuning. I put a lot of efforts into making her sing. I tried to make the tuning perfect. I... tried way too hard. Galaco pls

Lyrics are too straightforward (I just can't poetry to save my life), I'm not sure I succeeded in showing all the pain being a perfectionist causes, also I forgot what all these apples mean, but I really really tried, since that song is what I feel and what a lot of people feel. Nou you're proud and then you're in despair, just because something, that is not even significant, went wrong. Literal despair. You're never satisfied with anything you do, because it's not enough, not the level you think everybody expects you to show. You freak out and break down just because it's A-, not A+, you envy all those people who ~don't care~ and just live their life being satisfeid with what they have. It's just... wait, I wasn't supposed to write that sfsdhkjghsdkglhsjg feels, it was just really revelant recently, sorry

OH WELL and I want to thank ctrlkun, who coloured all those images I sketched. Thank you very-very much, again. I wouldn't do it so quickly without your help. I wouldn't do it at all ;A; As for the do-not-cross string, it doesn't mean anything. Just... idk, my signature? It also gave some motion to the beginning, because still curtains made me frustrated xD "Honey-sweet despair" is an original song by DoNotCross-P featuring galaco.