User blog comment:OtterJiang/How I Need to Conduct Myself Here/@comment-53539-20150202163903/@comment-53539-20150203095733

I'm an unemployed 30 year old and the "unemployment" status as well as the lack of confidence towards art, the thing I'm kind best at both come from my shyness. I don't have the confidence to think positively nor see me in a particular job and when I do get a job I panic because I'm not used to the attention nor demand.

And my art... this comes from a long standing belief that no matter how hard I dedicate myself to the subject I'll never get anywhere because people will always either hate it or hang the work below the line. :-/

The internet makes me brave.... Perhaps too brave at times to the point I will say anything and have little tact. As I said, you'd struggle to get my to say a single word IRL. Its the mask of anonymity doing it. :-/