The Abnormality

==Background== this song's about a mixture of this intense childhood fear I had - well, not really a fear, but this sickening dread? I abhorred the thought that I would somehow start to become mutated and disfigured - not really in a medically possible way, but in a monstrous way. I would isolate myself and completely shut down sometimes because of it. I kinda feel like it was how my symptoms of BDD manifested themselves in my childhood, since I still definitely deal with that same disgust-dread feeling that makes me isolate myself and shut down - it's just over my appearance in general, though, of course I know I'm not gonna start mutating for no reason :'^) ==Succeeding versions== ==Lyrics==


 * https://docs.google.com/document/d/1B6-7OyN-anjapj-6ANqPnY8oOI9rtS1z5vbdHBnFOK4/edit


 * https://www.dropbox.com/s/vdtyniq8ovohf6y/The%20Abnormality.mp3?dl=0