Talk:罪と罰 (Tsumi to Batsu)/@comment-69.21.88.118-20150205230236

This song... oh my god, I listened to this for the first time today, a day when somebody very, very close to me had something bad happen to them. I only found out much later and I tried to comfort them, but I get the feeling that it was too little, too late. I'm very scared now because I don't know whether they're really going to be okay. It's terrifying because that person has said that they've contemplated "ending it" before. I know how it feels to shrug off hurt just for another person while inside planning something terrible and I think that this person may be doing that for me. I want them to just confide in me if they're not okay, but I know that just like me, they're too proud to. I've texted them a few times and there's no response. I'm really worried and scared right now, because what if they're already gone? What if it's too late? This song reminds me of something they said. "Just don't cry over me even when I'm gone." Why? Why does Vocaloid have to mirror reality?