Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-6433273-20151012162920/@comment-108.71.77.39-20151124081536

SO, I've been absent from here for like a week and a half due to being busy with college and stuff. I've been working on an original song featuring Sonika for my Electronic Music Composition class and it's not that close to being done and it's due on December 2nd and I'm worried I'm not going to get it done in time. Ugh, why do I have to suck at committing to tracks? OTL

@7 days ago (about the sexuality thing)   I have been with my girlfriend for almost two years now (23 months officially in two days) and I love her and I can honestly see myself spending my life with her. Before I got together with her I had pretty much considered myself straight (although the idea of being with a guy wasn't completely out of the question). However, maybe a little less than a year and a half ago I realized that I have some feelings towards guys, one guy in particular. I blame furries for this. It's mostly just curiosity though. So I told my girlfriend about what I was feeling, and at first she tried to convince me that it was just a combination of my *ahem* feminine side *ahem* and me missing her, which maybe it is, IDK, that's the problem. But even after I saw her the next time I still thought about that guy a lot, so I talked to her about it again and came to the conclusion that I am bi-curious. Again, I blame furries for this, what with their hotness regardless of gender and all. And at first after that my girlfriend seemed kinda upset about the fact that I have a slight interest in guys, thinking that she wasn't good enough for me and stuff like that, but I managed to convince her that it had nothing to do with her, and it is just me,  which may or may not be 100% true, I'm still working on figuring that out. So then I decided to tell the guy I had a crush on about my crush on him (with my GF's permission). He and I had already been friends for a little less that two years at that point, and I had mentioned my girlfriend to him a few times, so he already knew about her, and I also knew that he was (and is) quite openly gay. So when I went to tell him about my crush on him  via a really long Skype message OTL  I asked him if he liked me back, and much to my surprise and excitement he said that he actually had a bit of a crush on me too. My girlfriend was NOT very enthusiastic about this, and I had to make sure I told the guy that I wasn't looking for anything permanent, serious, or sexual to avoid making my GF even more upset. It's taken A LOT of convincing her to get her to be okay with it. As for with the guy, not too much has changed at this point because we've both been so busy because I confessed to him right after our first semester of college began. The main differences are that I text him a lot more now and we try to see each other around school when we can. We often hug upon one of us departing, and I will fully admit that have been times when I wished I could've gotten more than just a hug goodbye, but I know that he's too busy to have a relationship right now (he's mentioned it a few times). So I am fine with waiting until he isn't so busy for us to date or something. The thought of this still makes my girlfriend uneasy, and she has every right to be, but lately she's been more accepting of when I casually see him and stuff, as long as I don't obsess over him or stuff like that, which I rarely do anyway. Overall, I'm just going to let things play their course. Whatever is going to happen will happen. But if I had to choose only one of them to be in a relationship with, I'd choose my girlfriend without a doubt, because she's the one I love and can see myself spending my life with.

upon checking his emails, sees one very important anouncement from Zero-G  AAAAHHHH!!! DEX AND DAINA ARE OUT!! :D   MUST GET!! TBH, I had a slight feeling they would come out during my absence. scrolls down in email  Awww, they removed the kemono aspects from their boxart. :(  Oh well, I STILL WANT!  Now my mom can FINALLY fulfill her promise of getting them for me for my birthday (which was almost 7 months ago)!  I'll give y'alls my feedback and whatevers once I get them.  (Also, since they have been released now, should their pages be taken out of sandbox mode?)

upon looking at other emails  EEEEEEE!!! *fanboy squeal*  http://mikuexpo.com/na2016/  SHE'LL BE IN SAN FRANCISCO ON MY BIRTHDAY AND IN LOS ANGELES SIX DAYS LATER!! :D  I SOOOO want to go!! Now I know what I want for Christmas/my next birthday: tickets to that! :D