Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-6433273-20180322113157/@comment-53539-20180501093609

Well, I'm currently putting all wiki projects on hold beyond responding until Thursday evening.

Basically for the last 7 years I've lived with my landlady who has tried to commit suicide. The lasted attempt saw her friend barge in on the paramedics and ambulance guns blazing blaming me, not listening to what I had to say or anyone else's. She left me in devasted tears because moment before hand my Landlady had told the paramedics the cause of her latest suicide attempt and it wasn't me. I've been used since Wednesday as a emotional punching bag related to a hospital appointment that was cancelled the night before, making the previous two nights a joke.

The issue was the hospital appointment was to fit a oxygen tank and mask onto my landlady to help her. Sunday night she was tired from the previous weks worries and once again lashed out at me because I closed the conservatory doors and turned the heating on. It was 7 degrees and cold enough to cause cold related health issues. Being diabetic to an extreme, she cannot feel its cold and had even got the fan on her. She went and slept until 3 am in the conversertory leaving me begging her to come inside because she catches her death of cold. MY landlady accused her of trying to start an argument, the only "telling off" I did was related to her dog doing his business on the floor and her stepping on it, and the fact ignored me saying its 7 degrees outside and to get in. The other stuff she claimed such as putting the heating on, wasn't me having a go at her.

Anyways, the friend did apologise for leaving me upset, I said to her I know she was upset because my landlady is like a sister to her. We then made her aware of a few things I've been told not to tell her that's been going on. Since coming out of hospital about 3 weeks ago, my landlady has been reciving temp. care. However, a few days were just phone calls, of which my landlady lied about taking all her meds and insulin. Because they were not there to check, they simply noted she was doing it and left it at that. Even when they visited, they did the same thing. Reality was we found out she was saving them all up to overdose. This is an alarm because she is insulin resistant due to the fact she did this with her insulin in the past and now her body almost rejects it. Basically as I said to my mother, every time she harms herself trying to commit suicide, she makes the situation worst, which makes her want to commit suicide even more. Making the situation bad because... Well... She is purposely making herself suffer for the sake of wanting to die.

As the friend said, the only reason she wants to die is "to be with her husband" who died 8 years ago. I believe that she has been doing this sort of thing for years, but the husband never told anyone and its only now I've been living with her that people are becoming aware of it. Her husband had full control of all meds and insulin; I believe this was for a reason.

Needless to say, yesterday wasn't a very good day, I do not like being accused of things I wasn't the reason behind them.