Talk:ロストワンの号哭 (Lost One no Goukoku)/@comment-28083188-20160508045620/@comment-2602:306:C4B4:4C40:E12F:ACC1:EDBE:D4F1-20170902192615

I've had my experience with this same situation. I was in class and we had a science project that was due in a few weeks, but I was so confused I didn't know what to do, I didn't like my science teacher because she was rude, and nobody like her from the middle school classes. So that was my breaking point, I got scissors and started cutting myself, I wanted know what it felt like to be alive. I remember one time my dad was driving home and I was going to jump from the car because my dad yelled at me that day, because my grades and getting school work done. I didn't tell him that I was feeling that way, because we don't talk about school and all that. and I got stressed out, depressed. I thought cutting myself made it better, but I didn't know who to go to for help and even thought I have a lot of friends and stuff and I know my friends love me, but I had to ask myself if I wanted live this life or do I want to die? The only reason I'm here is because of a person who reported it to the principle and so my dad came and picked me up and the teacher reminded me I had to go to the office and so when I told my dad we had to go to the office he was like "Okay". So we went down there and the principle said he needed to talk to my dad about "the incident" that happened. I wanted to dissapear that day, and go away, but I couldn't because I'm not like that. After they talked, my dad came out, but I wasn't there because I had gone to my classroom to get my math book and so one of the teachers and my dad came looking for me and I could hear them looking for me, but I stayed in the classroom for a few seconds, then I came out and the teacher said "We were worried that you had ran away or something, and you should came out when you heard us calling you". And so the other reason I'm here is because of God, and me and my dad lost my mom when I was four years old, so my dad doesn't want to lose me because I remind him of my mom so much, and my mom died of cancer, so I want to live to my mom someday. If you read this, just know life is a sucker punch, but you got this.