Talk:Powapowa-P/@comment-26968854-20150908053857/@comment-10130275-20150914055517

Yeah, I feel a very strong connection with some of the lyrics Powa has with a good number of songs. Actually, from his songs... if you put it all together, the feelings from each one, it was coming. Aside from Red Pen and Goodbye Everyone, there's http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm25557863 among very very early songs where I felt that he was depressed for sure. Even his 1UP Suicide Remix I mean... it hurts me that I didn't try to send him some words and that I didn't notice (terribly ironic since he has "did you notice me yet" in Strobe Light, I think). I also think about him a lot, but sometimes I try not to. If anything, I relate to him a little bit too much blame friend issues and a severly traditionalist family for that. Actually I think a good amount of people will remember him, a friend of mine and myself included. I've read about people's experiences with him on a good number of sites and just wow what I see is something. He really really should've known just how much people loved him. The issue is, we -never- showed him enough of our feelings. Even if he was still going to pass, it would've been great if he knew. I cannot see his passing as a lie as he made a difficult decision. He was in a lot of pain and suffering; when someone passes of old age or by sickness, telling yourself that it's a lie is fine since that's how some people cope etc. ...but with this situation, I think it's a disservice to not believe that he's gone. That's like denying how much suffering he was going through.