Talk:Kizuna Akari (VOCALOID4)/@comment-53539-20181127195750/@comment-53539-20181127205651

^I've tried that before, I'm best when I'm live editing an interview and can directly reorganise it on the fly. So its not fun for everyone when it happens. ITs fortune that interviews don't come around that often and I don't have to subject that to everyone. Its just how my thoughts work during the process, sandboxing even an entire page for one section doesn't always work. It does when I'm writing afresh new page, but for some reason not when I'm updating an old. Its one of the reasons I can get worried about editing as my edits end up at times sloppy.

When you have a learning difficulty, you end up having to fit editing to how you can deal with it and edit to get a job done. You don't have the luxuries "normal" people (whatever that means in this day and age XD) have. You work a certain way and you can find it incredibly hard to work any other way. For me, its dropping information I've just written that is always the biggest problem though with live editing. If someone interrupts, I get terrified I've lost what I just wrote. I used to be better when I started in 2002, heck I could write html code in 2002. Can't even do that now. I stopped for 4 years and tried restarting, its kinda gone. The same thing can happen when I write wiki code, so what I use regularly can be lost if I don't use it for a few months.

At 34 years old, these habits are difficult to break and retaining my brain to accomplish a certain goal harder then it was when I was 18 years old and its purely for that reason alone. As I've said a few years back when I was in an argument at VO, I can recall information here at the wiki because I reread stuff regularly. But if its wrong, I recall it wrong and it can be difficult to correct it. Its a real bummer, that why I got annoyed when someone called me a "know it all" as it was a struggle for me to remember what I did know. And ironically... A lot of them were more "know it alls". I don't think anyone knew how much of a problem it can be for me to remember just how to spell a Japanese name after 6 months of writing/seeing it.:-?

BTW I did leave a note I'm done. ^_^