Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-25618373-20150112032742/@comment-25618373-20150113042637

This is what she said:

As someone who is a nobody irl with no friends and was a social outcast at school, I will admit I did enjoy the positive attention that I was brought. But I could have gotten that from just being a cover artist. I wanted to be a producer. I wanted to make music good enough for people around the world to listen to and enjoy. I wanted to do a demo for Crypton or be noticed by famous producers and feel like I could fit in with them and be a somebody. I wanted people to sing to my music and cover it like they do all those other songs. Look how many covers Circus Monster and ECHO has. That obviously means a lot of people like the song enough to want to do something with it. Only a couple people here and there ever really cared about my songs. It hurts. I thought I was writing good music when in reality all I was making was trash. Even the covers I really work hard on and tune and everything get less attention that the things I half ass. I put so much work into this but it got nowhere near as much attention as that stupid plug and play KAITO cover of "Five Nights At Freddy's". My point is that I'm not gonna keep trying and trying and failing and ending up hating myself over this. I just have to accept that I wasn't ever as important as I thought I was and I never will be. That is why I am choosing to leave.