Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-6433273-20151126190829/@comment-25618373-20160110114648

Angel Emfrbl wrote:

EmbraceEvil wrote:

Angel Emfrbl wrote: @Clover, chin up, I know what thats like. Tell a doctor ASAP. I'm currently on Citalopram for a reason.

If you're in your teens tho, its common for mood swing, but I would still go to the doctor bout it (I don't know how old you are). Your body is going through changes both mentally and physically so its common.

@Evil; hugs make you feel better for a moment, but don't solve the problem. ^_^' i understand. heck, if i wasn't on the meds i am, i'd probably be dead (i'm bipolar) I'm dyslexic/(mostly)dyspraxic (I don't tend to mention this, as nobody knows what he heck that is (even the spell checker! lol), so I usually just mention the dyslexia as everyone know what THAT is ¬_¬), and sometimes it causes me to get frustrated and feel worthless souly based on things. Don't need meds for that side of me, but I have to be aware of things as I am clumsy and make a lot of mistakes.

Its the root of my clumsy edits I often make where I leave words out or put the wrong word in place of another. Combined with domestic abuse I suffered when I lived with my father, its left lifelong problems and its why I take citalopram. I've literally at some points in my life considered suicide and thats not good. So I know how all this feels.

I said a few years ago, I tried to find help on the internet but nobody cared or was a jerk about it. Its what made me basically loose faith in religion as I sought help even from an on-line spiritual site and instead of helping me, they latched onto the fact I was British and went on about how I'm the follower of a cult... Erm... Yeah... Since I was with the Mortal Kombat fandom at the time and there was a idiot openingly racially attacking me as a British (for the record, I call myself "English", not "British" as thats actually a catch all term for anyone who lives in the British Isles), I thought low of Americans for many years of my net life. Basically, I saw them as ignorant sods who thought they were better then everyone else because of this and the TV. I used to hide my nationality for many years.=_= i've faced some shit too (in addition to bipolar, i'm also autistic, ADHD, anxiety (not sure if it has name) and have processing disorder that for all i know is just called processing disorder because idk the name) but domestic abuse? damn. the closest i have to that is when my ex-uncle (divorced my aunt) locked me in his basement and prevented me from turning on the lights. i'm not  sure what to say other than that. so are you an atheist cuz i am. also, yeah we americans aren't all ignorant. only half of us (i'm not kidding)