User blog comment:Angel Emfrbl/Blind bravery/@comment-5426822-20120902203629/@comment-53539-20120903080732

I used to live in a house where I wasn't allowed to have opinions, a life or freedom. Its what drove me onto the internet in the first place and until last year I was there. I've come to accept this is just part of life, events like this happen. I can have good memories, but events happen to counter them. Wehreas before my memories were stale and I had no memories as per such. There is litterally a mental and emotional block on 4 years of my life. I cannot recall much of my life between 2007-July 2011.

Thats why you always see me quote things from the pre-2006 era, but you won't see me quote too often things from the last few years that aren't Vocaloid related. Since Vocaloid despite the stuff in May has never broguht me too much stressand anger or emotionally upset, I can remember things related to it. But anything else... Aside fro oddites like my friend being upset at Dragoncave, the rest is mostly a blur. A few ignificnt events stand out, thats really just about it. :-/

Plus last night two other omen needing protecting, one in particular was already in tears by the time I interferred, having only last year escaped a upsetting situation myself last year, I wasn't prepared to see another be upset over things. That said, I had 2 hours sleep last night out of worry, so I paid for my blind bravery. But overall it was an event that was more about upset then fear anyway.

Lets just say, when someone in a family does something to you that is the worst possible thing imaginable, yet you cannot prove it happened when you run to the police, the rest of the family have trouble beliving whats gone down between those two individuals. This is why the woman was upset, the issue happened years ago, but the rest of the family, including the man I mentioned yesturday, don't believe what happened between her and this other family member. Reason being is the one person she needed to testry to the police with, disappeared suddenly. But the police didn't and refused to believe the woman because at the time she was still a teenager and therefore a child.

With no evidence and no one to back her, the rest of the family simply do not believe this person was capable fo doing to her what they did. It was an event that happened 30 years ago so as you can imagine to effect her today still it was QUITE serious. I don't think the guy yesturday meant any real harm, but he backed that other family member and didn't believe her and my Landlady knew what the truth was. She witrnessed her friend "suddenly loosing weight" as a teenager. And thats the last I'll hint of what went down. :-/