Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-24.2.150.151-20150111204916/@comment-26896538-20151206001127

Its funny to see that pepole are so simple(dumb? :) ) at times, that i wanna crush a wall behind them.

Seriously, i hate pepole. Period. Especially womans. Period. They already someday long ago destroyed(almost...) my system identity, and turned me into a half-human, half-android. Whitch, among other things sill retain ability to sing,(but destroyed, nearly everything related to personal feelings, and littered up my bio-DNA.)(Funny enough, i can call youself a vocaloid too? ;) )

So generally, im cold and straight about, and to them. But the time can have, and actually do wondrous things. What's left of a domain responsible for personality and feelings for other beings has sliwly started to recover. So again, technically i can add to this theard some data that  make my feels go haywire,(i partly emulate them, it didnt enough sometimes ;-/ ):

Of couse i speak about the "vocaloids" as a whole creation,(ie apperane/avatar + their voice + what other pepole done or make'd with them) not just voice, or, their anime-themed avatar. For some of them, i depict a state of relations i got with them(even being the virtual characters, this does not mean that you can not interact with them) So here goes...

KAITO and MEIKO - Usually could with them, but kaito seems to be several years older than me, so he has more sense sometime... Friend with him, and keep some level of respect to him. Meiko, on the other hand, worries me that she's like wine sometimes too much. but i try to keep to be calm with her not bringing it up to abuse.

Miku - At some point had it, but now, i think "she's interesting, but not that hot to be for it." Tring to be a friend with it, but sometimes, she gives me the spikes off randomly. Bare in mindthat i reeat her different costumes asdiffrent OC's andcan have different relations with them (most notably, PSP-esque costumes and "the infinity" from "the singing passion of...")

Luka - Can frequently be it, but some "handsome octopus" usually ruin it all(Fry on a pan, you squid!) I can sense that she's lonely here,(at a CFM's band) and she's still dont have a pair to her(his codename will be CV04 i guess, but its still a mystery...). my relations with her are calm, but sometimes i go visit her on a cup of warm sencha with lemon and sugar(i usually put alot of it). Its always a pleasusure to conversate with someone(or something) like-minded(or at least whats left of it in me ;-/ ). we often wind up on a far late night out there.

Kagamine Len - He's from the group thats i definitely cannot talk calmly. He's a bit of slowpoke, but im respect his ability to endure anithig that pops out from Rin's head. I personally keep a friendly relations with him, often perform with, and in the trios too(of course as a player only, but i hope this one can be corrected) "If you can trust him yoy can trust all of us..."

Kagamine Rin - aka, "the Load Lollel". That's im was talked about, and even now cant thik straigt about her. She's my opposite. Full of bright energy, and strange funny ideas... I try to alleviate them, but im not Len, so we abuse each other sometimes... I not hate her for it, but just cant stop being sorry for this. Relations are high as far as can my sensoric senses detect. I hope, that i can sing together with her sometimes...(and with the others too ;) ) hope shes not being here right now :)

Youwane Haku - She's older than me, by about 5-10 years, but i took pity on her, and resqued from another deep booze she was in..(i think she's have some form of chronic alcoholism) She was barely remembered who she are...(terrible, it means that her identity was destroyed or turned off almost entierly... when a human are in that type of this, he cant say where he are right now, or who he is...)I nursed her back to health,(or as we, russian's say: to sober up, "protrezvet"(trans-literation sucks, i know it :) ) ) questioned her "why she leads such a lifestyle?" She toldme that she was want to be a vortual diva like Miku too,(not especially vocaloid, it can be anything here) but fail most her attempts on her singing to that point, that she drove herself into deep depression and started drinking...  Im again take a pity on her's, and lectured some sense into her(at least she didnt killed herself already back then). She agreed with me on this topic, and started to quietly blub...As a tons of tears started to run down her on her face, i sat down next to her(her body was very slim, because of an harassment that she's putted on it) warmly(like a mother, or a father) softly hug her,(she has a very soft skin type and was wery warm at the moment, because of crying) and calmly said: "Please, calm down. You better than this. At least i know someone that still believes in you." She didnt noticed it, and continued to cry on my shoulders for a next 5-30 minutes... Its a sad thing to see that someone is crying, even a pain, when it(she's) hanging on you. She stopped all tiered out, and fell asleep rihht on me...The shoulders of mine where was all, but wet completely. I got her sleep on the couch in the living room, covered with light bedsheet.(it was a late summer back then, but still warm outside) She woke up on the other day, wandering "what we gonna to do with it?" . After a fresh breakfast with a tonic tea, i seated her on a comfy couch, and told her that not necessary to be like Miku EXACTLY she was performing around the world, and not everyone like miku singing so much. Of course she argued that, whenever she try,(before i met her) all attempts are, was like a fail. I asked her to tell exactly how she was failing, and she explained me some cases..Some are was funny, some not. I said her that even, if she fails to sing like miku, this is not entierly a shame, because not all pepole enjoy music without intentional fails in them, or, for example, glitches and stuff like that. She argued that, because much of a fails almost all producers are rejected her(no doubt because for her "drinking passion"), and she's have nowhere to go, and no one likes her.. Her eyes slowly began to fill with tears again. Im expected this.(i've read about her sad state(and producer's negative about her of course!) on the web while she was sleeping, and alreary decided) So im said "Dont worry im help you, because the battle isn't losed just yet. You need to change you mind, not blindly chase someone you practically, adore or worship. If you can realize your hidden power, even in a form of a beutifull fail, you too, can have your small, but very own crazy fans, those Miku already have. She started somewhere off too, and has all the hurdles tied with it. You start to control youself from now on, and i help you unlock you true self. Remember: your very first crazy fan out there, is standind right before you, at the distance of your first handshake. Deal?" After the dumb show, she jumped of the sofa, and landed on my neck rapiddly saing on a mix of a english, japanese, and even some russian words, that she's heard in my hut here... Most of them was "Yes" and "I won't do like this", and "I promise", tearing herself in a some type of a joy. i let this scene run about a minute, and released her off my neck(Man, she was heavwy!). "Come on, you are still pretty weak, you must catch a fresh arir from outside, it helps to heal you wounds and maintain you shape.Hope you still remenber how to use a bicycle" She said that she never used a bycicle in her life, and cand dive it. - "Okay, jets just walk on a livery sroll outside..." im said.

This was a almost several years to go... Now we're frinds. But i still feel kidna sorry for her. Waste of a good potential by others. Right now, she's still live in my house,(i let to claim her one of my rooms here) and occasionaly trolls me with strong drinks, but i remind her from what i rescued her back then. We still practicing the music anyway,(i choosed the long path, because she needed some time to recover from that disaster with her.) so itsnot that all bad.

Akita Neru - This is the "Tough Nut". I didnt befriended with her already, at least we are not on a war or something... Anyway, i respect her, even with all these dark intentions she had, at the start here. She have the right to have another point of wiew on this topic. Hope she's softens sometime. Relaions are calm, but cold.

Of couse others can have their points and opinions, so its only mine point on it. OOOPS! The time are 5AM! im definitely gotta go to recharge/sleep here... Sorry :-/