Mama

Background
"I'll be blunt, my mother is not a good person. At all. The only good thing she's ever done, is give birth to me. Other than that, it's almost as if I was her pawn, being played in a one sided war over who's the most competent to take care of me. She's abusive, a gas-lighter, and a liar. Of course, with her "Competency War" being one sided, she lost the battle she waged on nobody, and I now live with my grandparents, people who I love dearly, and who love me back unconditionally. This song is meant to portray MY feelings on the matter involving my mom, not anyone else's, just clearing that up. I hope you enjoy this...I guess."

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Mama is an original song by Desuka-P featuring Fukase.

Lyrics
 Oh, Mama. Oh, Mama. Oh, Mama. Oh, Mama.

Oh, Mama, can’t you see? My life is in pure travesty. I don’t wanna burn. So, you’ll burn everything around me.

I’m not gonna die before your eyes. But, if I did, then you’d know why. My death would be in your mind for days. Then, hopefully, you’d change your ways.

All you do is call me all these horrible names. And you wonder why I would never ever say, “Oh, mama, you’re just the sweetest. Let me live with you.” Honestly, that could not be farther from the truth.

And you know why…

Oh, Mama Mama Mama Mama, can’t you see? That you can’t keep relationships, even with me. Mama Mama Mama Mama, go away. As long as you keep hurting me, I’ll never wanna be with you.

Oh, Mama, is there no end? I know it’s too late to mend.

You broke my heart. Disowned me too. So, don’t think I’ll come back for you.

It’s over now, I’ve had enough. Go say those things, to someone else.

Once in my life, I thought that Mama was okay. I said I loved her, than she had some things to say. “Your Guardians wished you were never ever born.” And ever since that day, all I have felt is scorn.

Because of you…

Oh, Mama Mama Mama Mama, can’t you see? That you can’t keep relationships, even with me. Mama Mama Mama Mama, go away. As long as you keep hurting me, I’ll never wanna be with-

Mama Mama Mama Mama, I’m unwell. I’ll won’t go back to you, so go burn in hell. Mama Mama Mama Mama, I’m okay. I won’t ever be hurt again. Don’t even try to break me down.

Oh, Mama Mama Mama Mama, can’t you see? That you can’t keep relationships, even with me. Mama Mama Mama Mama, go away. As long as you keep hurting me, I’ll never wanna be with-

Mama Mama Mama Mama, can't you see? That all your horrid lies don’t do a thing to me. Mama Mama Mama Mama, Now you see. As long as you’re abusive, nobody will ever be with you.

You are not the mother I deserved, I'll take my leave from you...

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