User blog:TenshiAkari12/Well, this is embarrassing...

I believe I'm having the worst night ever... it seriously sucks to be me right now.

So my fears have been visually confirmed as to what has been biting me at night. I'm actually quite embarrassed about this whole thing... now I'm going to have to let my mom and dad know that we may have a potential problem with a few rogue bedbugs, because one just literally made a b-line straight for me, as if it had no fear of dying a terrible death.

This has never happened before, in all of my years living here, and to be honest, I'm terrified to bring that news to her, seeing as it seems to be only in my room right now. The finger may be pointed at me for being irrisponsible/not vacuuming enough/eating upstairs from time to time/etc. I know that's not the always the case, since it doesn't matter how clean you keep a house (they'll come wherever they sense a good meal)... it's just I don't want to have to deal with that pressure, because I already feel it's my fault and I may have brought it in from being in a completely new environment during the day (and not taking care to double check the places I store my things while I'm working). Pest control is expensive, and after having had to go through getting a whole new central air/heating unit a few months ago, I don't think we would be able to financially handle the pest control services offered to get rid of them.

So now, I'm starting a vigorous cleaning session, going through every article of clothing, washing/drying bedding and said clothes, and moving some furniture around to prep for spraying and vacuuming in the morning. Because there's no way I'll be able to sleep at all tonight... even though right now I'm literally nodding and struggling to get this typed altogether... (A;)