Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-35301431-20150119202849/@comment-25147000-20150129010111

Angel Emfrbl wrote: I once was on Gaia...God that site wasn't ever anything but a spam dump even when it was new. I'm being honest, its never been that impressive.

After the events of last week and my job loss, I was put on anti-depressants. Their just starting to kick in after 5 days of taking. I can't seem to sleep too good. This is why I gave up on them before. They disturb my sleeping pattens.

Check out my day;
 * 2:30-7:30am - awake
 * 7:30am-12:40 asleep
 * 12:40-5:30pm - awake
 * 5:30-8:30pm - asleep
 * 8:30pm- current awake and not the slightest bit tired.

Hmm... Yeah... Next week I go back to looking for a new job. I'm taking week to get over last week. I need to write a letter and send it off to my previous employers explain why I left... I'm not convinced they even believed me when I said I left because of a bad blood between me and a staff member in the past... So I'm not going to enjoy this letter.

As I said, I'm all too aware that at 30 years old, my time is running out to get enough out of life now for a decent pension... If I'm not sorted by 35, I know at that point I'm going to be in poverty for the rest of my years so I'm too aware that time is against me at this point.

And really, I have NO IDEA what else to try as a job because there isn't much work around my area (Norfolk, England). >_< I'm really sorry to hear that. The real world can be so...evil sometimes.