Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-24.2.150.151-20150111204916/@comment-26896538-20151211071756

Misteryeevee wrote: @ Fima - Pshhhh, yes I do stay up late... not that I'm proud to admit it ;w;

Anywho, I merely don't like to admit my "husbando" because even though he's my favorite, I don't exactly have a "crush" on him.... :P O... Sorry. Ive must piqued you something personal... *redface* Ive suffer from the same thing my whole life, because its very tempting, that you can do almost everything, just staing quiet at this time. I remember even that after negotiation with parent(s) (im half-orphan :` i took their whole CRT TV at night,(Damn it was 25 inches heawvy! :( and played my then, MegaDrive, (what number of ac adaptors im burned?) later PSone, (6 or 12 hours in a row - it was hell.. a good sort of a hell >:))) ) and a PS2(ive done ea undrground gams on her, instead of PC, hehe.).

Bold memories, Sorry. The TV, if you ask me, still work.(being somewhat older than me, eg. far more than 20 yr. old) so we fire up sometimes...

Thats how your inner workings are work here. Maybe you should consider him as a "friend"? I do the same things, because ive already saw the most terrible things that a human can do when, hes in love, hate, anger, and, the worst of it, the black female envy, mixed with hate and anger, and reduced to ill-Black-White palette solely aimed its mind to destroy(probably kill, i guess, haha >:) ) the very being(or at least identity) of you.(i mean me, of couse.). Bcause if it, i keep a distance to anyone, or anything, just to be stay safe of this dangers again...

The world, again, cannot live without its exceptions, so im almost have a two, or(ifyour prefer them sepaate) three examples of them here. The first one, i would not call him by its name, because hes not like it, when pepole do that. He's a orange-yellow twin-tailed sweet-natured fox, that helped me to survive more than a decade ago... Its so long ago...(looked in the cloud-winter sky from the window) Sorry, distracted again ;) and the actual ones(or a one, if you prefer) that i wanted to mention, are those, who goes by the Kagamine surname. Especially Rin, because she resemble me that fox, and, at yhe same time, me myself, who i was lost in that ages, and still suffer from it. The Len of couse would be a some part of me, on the other side...

I cannot say, "i adore/love them" or "have a Crush on them", bit by the history, they are MUCH more than ordinary "friends" to me. So its floating in-between now...

Sorry again, i cannot write less. *redface with shame* *facepalm*