User blog comment:Serza5/I suppose I should say sorry/@comment-24840832-20140528154414

Oh, didn't see this blog post before. Oh my, now I commented on that other one, too...

I'm glad to hear that you're not actually going to leave. Taking some time off might be a good idea like the others said but perhaps it'd also help to remind yourself why you're in this fandom anyway? Perhaps listen to some songs you really like and stuff? I'm bad at giving advice. But you shouldn't think of yourself that way. The mere fact that "guilt tripping" people worked just shows that you've managed to leave positive enough an impression that people will readily and willingly try cheering you up. I can actually think of a few people for whom this probably wouldn't have the same effect. Since you seem pretty upset right now, a little "slip up" is really absolutely acceptable, in my opinion. I hope you'll feel better about everything soon~ :D