User blog comment:Serza5/Now that's a pondering; my future./@comment-1050617-20140724153440

You don't have to force yourself in appearing "okay" with whomever you feel not so okay (if my judgment is correct, that is the reason you're feeling like that). Everyone can have a reason for not feeling like immersing "again" into things, you don't have to be online everytime as some has suggested. You don't have to visit when you don't feel like it, but maybe since you have a project going on, maybe that's what made you feel like the urge to go online, but then, it makes "that" feeling come back. Maybe you can focus more on things which you know would make you feel at peace, maybe some distractions? Hopefully, you'll feel better as time passes.