Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-6433273-20151126190829/@comment-53539-20160110113122

EmbraceEvil wrote: Angel Emfrbl wrote: @Clover, chin up, I know what thats like. Tell a doctor ASAP. I'm currently on Citalopram for a reason.

If you're in your teens tho, its common for mood swing, but I would still go to the doctor bout it (I don't know how old you are). Your body is going through changes both mentally and physically so its common.

@Evil; hugs make you feel better for a moment, but don't solve the problem. ^_^' i understand. heck, if i wasn't on the meds i am, i'd probably be dead (i'm bipolar) I'm dyslexic/(mostly)dyspraxic (I don't tend to mention this, as nobody knows what he heck that is (even the spell checker! lol), so I usually just mention the dyslexia as everyone know what THAT is ¬_¬), and sometimes it causes me to get frustrated and feel worthless souly based on things. Don't need meds for that side of me, but I have to be aware of things as I am clumsy and make a lot of mistakes.

Its the root of my clumsy edits I often make where I leave words out or put the wrong word in place of another. Combined with domestic abuse I suffered when I lived with my father, its left lifelong problems and its why I take citalopram. I've literally at some points in my life considered suicide and thats not good. So I know how all this feels.

I said a few years ago, I tried to find help on the internet but nobody cared or was a jerk about it. Its what made me basically loose faith in religion as I sought help even from an on-line spiritual site and instead of helping me, they latched onto the fact I was British and went on about how I'm the follower of a cult... Erm... Yeah... Since I was with the Mortal Kombat fandom at the time and there was a idiot openingly racially attacking me as a British (for the record, I call myself "English", not "British" as thats actually a catch all term for anyone who lives in the British Isles), I thought low of Americans for many years of my net life. Basically, I saw them as ignorant sods who thought they were better then everyone else because of this and the TV. I used to hide my nationality for many years.=_=