Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussion/@comment-6433273-20150825023148/@comment-32500188-20150910104451

I'm regretting the fact that I wasn't able to find a more stable job over the summer, much more, get accepted by one. The same highly stressful stuff from last year is starting to happen all over again all ready, and we've just only been back there a few days...

Also regretting the fact that I've become so much more negative minded than what I used to be... I don't like that at all. But a lot of instances where people irritate the heck out of me over silly stuff, both online and offline, have triggered a side of me I don't really like about myself to crop up into the open more often. Maybe if circumstances would actually work out for me in the first place, I'd have more tolerance to deal with this stuff, though... but so far, I'm seeing the old "happy-go-lucky" me disappear so fast, it's not even funny. (-_-)

I just kinda wish a miracle would happen and I hit the jackpot so I can focus on what I really need and want to do in terms of a career path. (And get in a field where I can actually afford to live on my own or make sure my parents are set for the rest of their lives as well, as much money as they've put into me my entire lifetime... but such is a fantasy world.) v(・‸・)v