TW grief, death, the f word//////I won't get into personal things, but basically I had a friend years ago. Friend and I played online game. I left school. Friend and I separated. I ghosted them for 2763 years because I felt so disconnected. I heard "bagel in your teeth" sung by kasane TETO. About friends who split and one of them died recently. The line, "I'm so fucking stupid should've kept in contact" broke me. I talked to them again. They understand. Somehow they forgive me. I'm sobbing. I was so fucking stupid. But this ending is saved. Music is beautiful.