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A sequel to The Lunacy of Duke Venomania, detailing the later life of one of his harem members, Gumina Glassred.

Two years after the events of The Lunacy of Duke Venomania, Gumina Glassred (GUMI) paints a portrait of Sateriasis (Gackpo), however she paints him with his original deformed face, his face during the time he was known as Cherubim, admitting she would have wanted to see him like that, even if she didn't realize it back then.

She thinks of how the Duke burned the portraits back then and how he hated his face. However, Gumina claims that the true ugliness didn't actually lie in his face. She regrets treating him so badly and pushing him to the point that he felt he needed to change himself to gain her acceptance, saying that it's okay to want to change, but Cherubim truly needed to love himself for who he was.

She resolves to keep painting him to keep him alive in her portraits, even if he did hate how he looked. Thinking back to his death and last declaration of love, she admits she always loved him too, but didn't realize it at the time.

This song was orginally made for Akuno-P's Seven Crimes and Punishments album.

This song has entered Hall of Fame.

Main article: The Evillious Chronicles

Lyrics[]

Japanese (日本語歌詞) Romaji (ローマ字)
「もしも 変わらなければ」 "moshimo kawaranakereba"

キャンバスの上へ筆を走らせ kyanbasu no ue e fude o hashirase
あの人の絵を描いた ano hito no e o kaita

思い出の隅にあるこの顔には omoide no sumi ni aru kono kao ni wa
もう会えない mou aenai
ずっと zutto

変わってしまったのは kawatte shimatta no wa
いつからだっただろうか itsu kara datta darou ka
あなたがあなたのままなら anata ga anata no mama nara
違う結末だったかも chigau ketsumatsu datta kamo
なんて 今さらだね nante imasara da ne

――絵の中の君はもういない ——e no naka no kimi wa mou inai

君の顔が好きだったわけじゃない kimi no kao ga suki datta wake ja nai
それでもずっと描き続けた soredemo zutto egaki tsuzuketa
いつしか部屋は君の似顔絵で満たされた itsushika heya wa kimi no nigaoe de mitasareta

求めたのは君の顔じゃない motometa no wa kimi no kao ja nai
ありのままの本当の君 arinomama no hontou no kimi
だけどね 君も私もその事に dakedo ne kimi mo watashi mo sono koto ni
気づけなかった kizukenakatta

燃やされた肖像画 moyasareta shouzouga
「この顔は嫌いだ」と君は言った "kono kao wa kirai da" to kimi wa itta

本当に醜かったのは hontou ni minikukatta no wa
君の顔じゃなく kimi no kao ja naku
きっと…… kitto ...

浅はかな考えで asahaka na kangae de
君の事馬鹿にした kimi no koto baka ni shita
次に会った時あなたは tsugi ni atta toki anata wa
違う人になっていた chigau hito ni natte ita
そう まるで別人だった sou marude betsujin datta

――絵の中の君はもういない ——e no naka no kimi wa mou inai

たとえ君が思い出の記憶と tatoe kimi ga omoide no kioku to
違ったとしても 幸せならば chigatta to shite mo shiawase naraba
それでもいいのかもしれないと思ってた soredemo ii no kamo shirenai to omotteta

変わる事が悪いわけじゃない kawaru koto ga warui wake ja nai
でも本当に必要なのは demo hontou ni hitsuyou na no wa
変われない自分も受け入れるという事 kawarenai jibun mo ukeireru to iu koto
気づけなかった kizukenakatta

君は生き続ける kimi wa ikitsuzukeru
私の描いた絵の中で watashi no kaita e no naka de
それがたとえ君の望んでた sore ga tatoe kimi no nozondeta
姿ではないとしても sugata dewa nai to shite mo

そう君があの時 sou kimi ga ano toki
最後に言おうとしていた言葉 saigo ni iou to shite ita kotoba
それが何だかはわかってる sore ga nandaka wa wakatteru
ずっと前から知ってた zutto mae kara shitteta

君の事が好きだったかもしれない kimi no koto ga suki datta kamo shirenai
だからずっと描き続けた dakara zutto egakitsuzuketa
いつしか部屋は君の思い出で満たされた itsushika heya wa kimi no omoide de mitasareta

求めたのは君の顔じゃない motometa no wa kimi no kao ja nai
ありのままの本当の君 arinomama no hontou no kimi
だけどね 君も私もその事に dakedo ne kimi mo watashi mo sono koto ni
気づけなかった kizukenakatta

Derivatives[]

Gothic Ballad Version
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Featuring
Producers
Jounetsu-P (arrangement), Urahanabi (illust)
Categories Arrangement; VOCALOID Cover

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