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Background[]
It was originally uploaded onto Niconico on November 1, 2010 by niki. It has since gained more than 150,000 views and is one of Lily's more well-known songs.
The lyrics are open to interpretation, since they are vague, although a highly specific theory states that the song is about a relationship gone sour, a girl who was raped by her former lover and became pregnant as a result; the girl then has an abortion and commits suicide from the guilt. However, niki very rarely writes story-based songs. Taken in conjunction with his other work, it is more likely that the song is simply about feelings of depression, as seen in FLARE, -ERROR, and many others.
Lyrics[]
| Japanese (日本語歌詞) | Romaji (ローマ字) |
|---|---|
| 巡り想い奏でた | meguri omoi kanadeta |
| 嬉しいのは切なくて | ureshii no wa setsunakute |
| 思い出はなぜ離れた？ | omoide wa naze hanareta? |
| 悲しいのは刻む言葉 | kanashii no wa kizamu kotoba |
| 静かに震え見た名残を | shizuka ni furuemita nagori wo |
| 恐れて望んで | osorete nozonde |
| 見つめたその意味も | mitsumeta sono imi mo |
| 「痛いよ」 叫んだ | "itai yo" sakenda |
| 崩れ落ちては触れた手が | kuzure ochite wa fureta te ga |
| 弱いの叶えて･･･ | yowai no kanaete... |
| ねぇ･･･ | nee... |
| 時に 溢れ 流れた | toki ni afure nagareta |
| 苦しいのは見守って | kurushii no wa mimamotte |
| 受け止めて過ぎ去るモノ | uke tomete sugi saru mono |
| 長く深くこの足跡 | nagaku fukaku kono ashiato |
| 静かに感じ取る命も･･･ | shizuka ni kanjitoru inochi mo... |
| 生まれて奪って | umarete ubatte |
| 与えるその意味も | ataeru sono imi mo |
| 砕いてくだいて | kudaite kudaite |
| 崩れ落ちてはどの涙？ | kuzure ochite wa dono namida? |
| まだ･･･言葉も染まるの･･･？ | mada...kotoba mo somaru no...? |
| ねぇ･･･ | nee... |
| 「もういいの？」汚れた手を | "mou ii no?" yogoreta te wo |
| 差し出す手を笑う口元を | sashi dasu te wo warau kuchimoto wo |
| 痛い？抱いていたい？ | itai? daiteitai? |
| 捨て去りたいまだ握る音 | sutesaritai mada nigiru oto |
| 叫んで混ざって | sakende mazatte |
| 感じていた声も | kanjiteita koe mo |
| 「痛いよ･･･」生きて･･･と | "itai yo..." iki te... to |
| 崩れ落ちては願うの | kuzure ochite wa negau no |
| 刻むこの音も | kizamu kono oto mo |
| 交じるノイズも消えて | majiru noizu mo kiete |
| 今全て忘れて･･･ | ima subete wasurete... |
Derivatives[]
Miku's Cover
![[yt]](https://static.wikia.nocookie.net/vocaloid/images/1/16/Favicon-yt.png/revision/latest?cb=20221005233455){kind=small}
| Featuring | Hatsune Miku Append
|
|---|---|
| Producers | MrVocaloidable (tuning), plantmageskelly (VSQ)
|
| Categories | VOCALOID Cover |
ANN's English Cover
![[nn]](https://static.wikia.nocookie.net/vocaloid/images/1/16/Favicon-nn.png/revision/latest?cb=20131115031623){kind=small}
| Featuring | |
|---|---|
| Producers | KrazehKai (English lyrics, tuning, mixing), LeanPan (UST)
|
| Categories | VOCALOID Cover; Alternative Language |
Takeyama Koe's Cover
![[sc]](https://static.wikia.nocookie.net/vocaloid/images/c/c7/Favicon-sc.png/revision/latest?cb=20131113151344){kind=small}
| Featuring | Takeyama Koe LIAM ACT5.1
|
|---|---|
| Producers | Liliam (tuning, mixing), Tetsu Ebero (UST), rev (thumbnail illust)
|
| Categories | UTAU Cover |
Kurone Yuuto's Cover
| Featuring | Kurone Yuuto VCV
|
|---|---|
| Producers | rev (tuning, mixing), LeanPan (UST)
|
| Categories | UTAU Cover |
Kurobousuku's English Cover
| Featuring | Kurobousuku
|
|---|---|
| Producers | rev (tuning, mixing, illust, English lyrics), LeanPan (UST)
|
| Categories | UTAU Cover |
Yokune Ruko's Cover
| Featuring | |
|---|---|
| Producers | Sarah Lynn (tuning, mixing), LeanPan (UST), VocaApple (illust)
|
| Categories | UTAU Cover |
Mwk Remix
| Featuring | Hatsune Miku
|
|---|---|
| Producers | Mwk (arrangement)
|
| Categories | Remix |
External links[]
Official[]
- Illustration — piapro
- Instrumental and Lyrics (no mastering) — piapro
- Instrumental (with harmonies) — piapro