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Background[]

A lie that is repeated a thousand times has become the truth.
Which is why, that lonely one has chosen to believe.
"Alright, I already know."
As her memories are repeated a thousand times, thus become the traces.
—Prologue

"Bāchóng Huíguī" is an original song by DELA and Yu Li featuring Luo Tianyi and Yuezheng Ling. It is the eighth main song of the Paranoia Series.

Ling Luo (played by Luo Tianyi) finally awakes from her delusions and returns to the real world. Initially still unable to accept the truth of her friend's (Ling Yu, played by Yuezheng Ling) leaving, she falls into depression and even attempts to commit suicide by cutting. Finally she settles with her reality, and having become apathetic to the love and dreams she once had, she nevertheless tries to return to her ordinary life. Everything seems almost back to normal, except—

This world is already devoid of colour.

The human brain contains its own self-defense mechanism.
When a person experiences major shock and their emotions become overly intense, the brain will choose to cope with reality by turning its perception, either through forgetting, projection or memory distortion, into a more easily acceptable form, in order to keep their mental state stable for a short period of time.
—Ling Luo's notebook

"Ling Luo, what do you think are the saddest things in the world?"

"Butterflies. An ugly caterpillar, with much difficulty is able to enter its own dreamworld to forget its own weakness, to forget its status as a pest, only to then grow beautiful wings and is awakened by the bright light, and is forced to become aware of its reality of having still lived, before having to tear their cavern apart."

"The more painful, the more their wings are filled with blood, the more beautiful they become. They then once again hurt for the sake of beauty, for the law of "I have to live now that I'm awake". They can fly, but they are only entitled to an ignoble existence among the common flowers, to look up at the eagles soaring across the skies, never to be reached."

"And as death suddenly arrives, they are stripped of even this small moment of utter ecstasy. Unable to even be graced with a last heroic plunge, they can only gently float to the ground..."
—Ling Luo's memories

Originally believed to be the epilogue of the series, a sequel was published a week later that provides a true ending to the series, which finally answers the lingering questions of the previous songs.

The song reached 1 million views on November 25, 2019.

Lyrics[]

Singer + Color
TianyiBoth
Ling
Chinese (中文歌词) Pinyin (拼音)
睁开眼重新堕入平凡的世界 zheng kai yan chongxin duo ru pingfan de shijie
辗转枯燥的时间一天又一天 zhanzhuan kuzao de shijian yitian you yitian
曾为之绚乱的爱是那么遥远 ceng wei zhi xuan luan de ai shi name yaoyuan
我终于能对你说出那句在被抛弃之前没能得到过的告别 wo zhongyu neng dui ni shuo chu na ju zai bei paoqi zhiqian mei neng dedao guo de gaobie
再见 再不见 无比真实过的一切 zaijian zai bu jian wubi zhenshi guo de yiqie

再也不敢将情感裸露在外 zaiye bu gan jiang qinggan luolu zaiwai
不如随波放任交流意识的涣散 buru sui bo fangren jiaoliu yishi de huansan
多少次重来我也仍会将你忘怀 duoshao ci chonglai wo ye reng hui jiang ni wanghuai
涂抹去这一切原本就不属于我的色彩 tumo qu zhe yiqie yuanben jiu bu shuyu wo de secai

所有羁绊终归于平淡 suoyou jiban zhonggui yu pingdan
誓言悉数臣服现实的安排 shiyan xishu chenfu xianshi de anpai

无谓窥见过美好的灵魂如何哭喊 wuwei kuijian guo meihao de linghun ruhe ku han
不过回归空白 空白的原来 buguo huigui kongbai kongbai de yuanlai

亲手撕开承担不住永恒的梦 qinshou si kai chengdan bu zhu yongheng de meng
我追逐的泡沫原来如此沉重 wo zhuizhu de paomo yuanlai ruci chenzhong
如今我再也不回头 rujin wo zaiye bu huitou
向注定的毁灭无所惧地行走 xiang zhuding de huimie wu suo ju de xingzou
(回来……归来……未来……迎来……) (huilai……guilai……weilai……ying lai……)

我愿回溯选择 wo yuan huisu xuanze
选择与象牙塔的幻影相错 xuanze yu xiangya ta de huanying xiang cuo
承受注定的偏颇 chengshou zhuding de pianpo
也不愿在拥抱过浓墨重彩的热烈后被迫离开 ye bu yuan zai yongbao guo nongmozhongcai de relie hou beipo likai
属于我们的时代已不能到来 shuyu women de shidai yi buneng daolai
(属于谁的期待以为能将剧本更改 反抗整个时代) (shuyu shei de qidai yiwei neng jiang juben genggai fankang zhengge shidai)
说声再见 与所有虚妄诀别 shuo sheng zaijian yu suoyou xuwang juebie

我本就不该将情感匿于深海 wo ben jiu bu gai jiang qinggan ni yu shenhai
自命不凡 妄图独自背负苦难 zimingbufan wangtu duzi beifu kunan
否则思念怎会被固执永远隔断 fouze sinian zen hui bei guzhi yongyuan geduan
声声呼唤 故事最后遵循我的意志终结 sheng sheng huhuan gushi zuihou zunxun wo de yizhi zhongjie

所有羁绊终归于平淡 suoyou jiban zhonggui yu pingdan
誓言悉数接受现实的安排 shiyan xishu jieshou xianshi de anpai

就算自身将浸于无边无际的悲叹 jiusuan zishen jiang jin yu wubian wuji de beitan
也要回归空白 空白的未来 ye yao huigui kongbai kongbai de weilai

Derivatives[]

Maren394's Cover ft. Xin Hua
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Featuring
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Maren394
Categories VOCALOID cover
Jiuwozuoshengdao's Cover ft. Yuyao
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Jiuwozuoshengdao
Categories UTAU cover
Huojizu's Dance Cover
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Huojizu: Hoyin, Jimmydreamer
Producers
Hoyin, Jimmydreamer (choreography), Yao (video), KK (editing)
Categories Dance cover
Fanmade Text PV
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Featuring
Luo Tianyi, Yuezheng Ling
Producers
Jianyusuo
Categories Fanmade PV

Other media appearances[]

Discography[]

This song was featured in the Wàngxiǎngzhèng Paranoia album.

Video Games[]

This song is featured in the following games:

  • MUSYNC

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