四重罪孽 (Sìchóng Zuìniè)

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Background[]

"Sìchóng Zuìniè" is an original song by DELA and Yu Li featuring Luo Tianyi, YANHE, and Yuezheng Ling. It is the fourth song of the Paranoia Series.

“Delusion of Guilt

Also referred to as the delusion of sin.

Without any basis, the patient believes themself to have committed several heavy crimes and mistakes, or considers themself unpardonable over a small mistake. They believe that they have committed a great unpardonable sin, and that they should receive due punishment, to the extent of refusing to eat or requesting for atonement.

Primarily seen in emotional mood disorders (depressive episodes), schizophrenia and other mental illnesses.”
—Clinical definition given in the story

Ling Luo's (played by Luo Tianyi) repressed memories of Part 1 and Part 2 start to surface. Having come to understand that the "reality" in front of her is nothing more than a product of her delusional mind, she starts to fall into a depression and becomes strongly convinced that she committed an unpardonable crime. Her lover, Yan Yu, the protector (played by YANHE in a masculine voice), noticing the change in her behavior, makes a promise that he would protect her. Afterwards, Ling Luo prepares to kill herself, but just as she is raising the knife, a memory of Ling Yu (played by Yuezheng Ling) surfaces, causing her to lose courage and dropping the knife by her feet. Eventually, her fear and pain cause Yan Yu, the stalker (played by YANHE in a feminine voice) to be born once again, and thus she descends to the world of the fourth delusion with intent to do harm once more.

A hint regarding Ling Yu's true role in the story is given during the last verse of the song, when Ling Luo and Ling Yu are singing together.

The song reached 1 million views on April 23, 2017, and became the first song of the Paranoia Series to achieve this.

Lyrics[]

Singer + Color
Ling Luo the victim	Yan Yu the stalker	Ling Yu the betrayer
Ling Luo of the subconscious	Yan Yu the protector	Ling Yu the betrayer

Chinese (中文歌词)	Pinyin (拼音)
我经历一场革变　在沉睡的记忆里面	wo jingli yi chang gebian zai chenshui de jiyi limian
沾着血迹的刀尖　她可怖的容颜	zhan zhe xueji de dao jian ta ke bu de rongyan
天哪　我的内心在争辩	tian na wo de neixin zai zhengbian
我现在安安全全　不会是谎言	wo xianzai an'anquanquan buhui shi huangyan

我享受一场爱恋　在现下的时光中间	wo xiangshou yi chang ailian zai xianxia de shiguang zhongjian
餐桌精巧的糕点　他俊朗的容颜	canzhuo jingqiao de gaodian ta junlang de rongyan
停下　我的内心在争辩	ting xia wo de neixin zai zhengbian
不可以向他许愿　这是个谎言	bu keyi xiang ta xuyuan zhe shi ge huangyan

刻意掩盖的糟糕记忆在恐惧中解放原本模样	keyi yangai de zaogao jiyi zai kongju zhong jiefang yuanben muyang
看见了歪曲的楼房　杀器的寒光	kanjian le waiqu de loufang sha qi de hanguang
才明白一切都是妄想■■	cai mingbai yiqie dou shi wangxiang■■

我是最可恶的妖怪　我将这一切都更改	wo shi zui kewu de yaoguai wo jiang zhe yiqie dou genggai
是我将她召唤出来　却没法将她掩埋	shi wo jiang ta zhaohuan chulai que mei fa jiang ta yanmai
我是最可怜的女孩　我什么都不明不白	wo shi zui kelian de nühai wo shenme dou bumingbubai
是我将他召唤出来　响应我的期待	shi wo jiang ta zhaohuan chulai xiangying wo de qidai
我是最无能的主宰　我创造了那些色彩	wo shi zui wuneng de zhuzai wo chuangzao le naxie secai
可我也把世界破坏　还痴恋他给的爱	ke wo ye ba shijie pohuai hai chi lian ta gei de ai
我犯下了重重罪孽　我到底是什么存在	wo fan xia le chongchong zuinie wo daodi shi shenme cunzai
我是最恐怖的危害　能否从此逃开	wo shi zui kongbu de weihai neng fou congci tao kai

她最近心有郁结　不再常常绽放笑脸	ta zuijin xin you yujie bu zai changchang zhanfang xiaolian
我也有一天梦见　亲手将她撕裂	wo ye you yi tian meng jian qinshou jiang ta silie
即便　这个世界要毁灭	jibian zhege shijie yao huimie
我也会遵守诺言　挡在她身前	wo ye hui zunshou nuoyan dang zai ta shen qian

自己举起了刀尖　这样一切就会终结	ziji ju qi le dao jian zheyang yiqie jiu hui zhongjie
无法将现实分辨　不如潇洒去也	wufa jiang xianshi fenbian buru xiaosa qu ye
再见　脑海有身影浮现	zaijian naohai you shenying fu xian
突然没有了勇气　刀掉在脚边	turan meiyou le yongqi dao diao zai jiao bian

装着乖巧装着受伤	zhuang zhe guaiqiao zhuang zhe shoushang
装着天真装着冤枉	zhuang zhe tianzhen zhuang zhe yuanwang
哭着撒娇喊着绝望	ku zhe sajiao han zhe juewang
说着想不开的话	shuo zhe xiang bu kai de hua
深陷在重重妄想的泥沼	shen xian zai chongchong wangxiang de nizhao
悲痛得无法自拔	beitong de wufa ziba
将所有梦想陪葬	jiang suoyou mengxiang peizang
招徕自作自受的时光	zhaolai zizuozishou de shiguang

现在向下穿越　向下穿越	xianzai xiang xia chuanyue xiang xia chuanyue
主人还了我自由	zhuren huan le wo ziyou
各位观众朋友　观众朋友	gewei guanzhong pengyou guanzhong pengyou
有没有将我想念	youmeiyou jiang wo xiangnian
我不会再离开　因为有着	wo bu hui zai likai yinwei you zhe
恐惧在她血里面	kongju zai ta xue limian
我要继续加害　继续加害	wo yao jixu jiahai jixu jiahai
妄想的女孩	wangxiang de nühai

现在向下穿越　向下穿越■■	xianzai xiang xia chuanyue xiang xia chuanyue■■
反思我犯的罪孽■■	fansi wo fan de zuinie■■
该要怎么祈求　怎么祈求■■	gai yao zenme qiqiu zenme qiqiu■■
才能够被谁拯救■■	cai nenggou bei shei zhengjiu■■
我是罪魁祸首　失去自由■■	wo shi zuikui huoshou shiqu ziyou■■
最最该死的妖怪■■	zui zui gaisi de yaoguai■■
我是无法停止　无法停止■■	wo shi wufa tingzhi wufa tingzhi■■
妄想的女孩■■	wangxiang de nühai■■

现在向下穿越　向下穿越■■	xianzai xiang xia chuanyue xiang xia chuanyue■■
主人还了我自由■■	zhuren huan le wo ziyou■■
各位观众朋友　观众朋友■■	gewei guanzhong pengyou guanzhong pengyou■■
有没有将我想念■■	youmeiyou jiang wo xiangnian■■
我不会再离开　因为有着■■	wo bu hui zai likai yinwei you zhe■■
恐惧在她血里面■■	kongju zai ta xue limian■■
我要继续加害　继续加害■■	wo yao jixu jiahai jixu jiahai■■
妄想的女孩■■	wangxiang de nühai■■

现在向下穿越　向下穿越■■	xian zai xiang xia chuanyue xiang xia chuanyue■■
反思我犯的罪孽■■	fansi wo fan de zuinie■■

该要怎么祈求　怎么祈求	gai yao zenme qiqiu zenme qiqiu
才能够被谁拯救	cai nenggou bei shei zhengjiu
我是罪魁祸首　失去自由■■	wo shi zuikui huoshou shiqu ziyou■■
最最该死的妖怪■■	zui zui gaisi de yaoguai■■
我是无法停止　无法停止■■	wo shi wufa tingzhi wufa tingzhi■■
妄想的女孩■■	wangxiang de nühai■■