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Fourth song.
"Please, is there any brainwashing technique to get "them" out of my mind?"
—Description

Brainwash Diary 2020/2/22

"Hey."

"...Help me in my brainwashing."
—Description

The main character of this story is a person suffering from a brain tumour. Originally an unsociable and eccentric person before their illness, they fail to make any social interaction in the duration of their hospitalization. Unable to bear both the pain of chemotherapy and the loneliness of having to bear through their illness alone, they agree to undergo highly risky craniotomy. The procedure scheduled to be undergone in a few days, they take to their habit of filling in their diary. Having used to always write their observations of other people’s lives, in the face of their current torment under their illness, they finally start to take notice of their own withdrawn emotions. They realize that they still in fact have so much to do, not least including the one whom they have taken a romantic interest in before their illness, but has never managed to confess their feelings to. But even if they were to confess now, it would have been nothing better than to use their terminal illness to beg for their romantic interest’s pity, and so all they could do is try to convince themself to forget all the opportunities they’ve lost, and at the very least try to unload their worries as they try to walk carefreely towards death. But at that moment as they lay on the operating table, they are still unable to forget. When the surgery goes awry, their regrets and desires for more fade into nothingness alongside the death of their brain.
—Yi Ji Ji Kui's comment (translated by coolmikehatsune22)

"Xǐnǎo Rìjì" is an original song by Yi-wan RetangP featuring Luo Tianyi and Haiyi.

This song exceeded 100,000 views on bilibili.

Lyrics[]

Singer + Color
TianyiBoth
Haiyi
Chinese (中文歌词) Pinyin (拼音)
十一点钟声响起 领居家今晚吃炸鸡 shiyi dian zhong sheng xiangqi ling jujia jin wan chi zha ji
多可惜 没我的份伤心透底 duo kexi mei wo de fen shangxin toudi
电脑屏幕闪瞎了眼睛 把自己塞到镜子里 diannao pingmu shan xiale yanjing ba ziji sai dao jingzi li

镜子里 镜子里 空空空空镜子里 jingzi li jingzi li kongkongkongkong jingzi li
跌倒再爬起 除了忘记 抹不掉的你 diedao zai pa qi chule wangji mo bu diao de ni

洗脑洗脑洗脑日记 卑微混蛋的秘密 xinao xinao xinao riji beiwei hundan de mimi
朝你转身向前进进进进进再敬个礼 chao ni zhuanshen xiang qianjin jin jin jin jin zai jing ge li
不要靠近 除非找个道理 世界更需要你 buyao kaojin chufei zhao ge daoli shijie geng xuyao ni

十二点钟声响起 领居家着火报了警 shi'er dian zhong sheng xiangqi ling jujia zhaohuo baole jing
多开心 没你的份才更彻底 duo kaixin mei ni de fen cai geng chedi
酒精汽油燃烧了墙壁 被自己塞到镜子里 jiujing qiyou ranshaole qiangbi bei ziji sai dao jingzi li

洗脑洗脑洗脑日记 卑微混蛋的秘密 xinao xinao xinao riji beiwei hundan de mimi
朝你转身向前进进进进进再敬个礼 chao ni zhuanshen xiang qianjin jin jin jin jin zai jing ge li
不要靠近 除非找个道理 世界更需要你 buyao kaojin chufei zhao ge daoli shijie geng xuyao ni

洗脑洗脑洗脑日记 卑微混蛋的谜题 xinao xinao xinao riji beiwei hundan de mi ti
朝你转身向前进进进进进再敬个礼 chao ni zhuanshen xiang qianjin jin jin jin jin zai jing ge li
除非生病 除非找个道理 世界不需要你 chufei shengbing chufei zhao ge daoli shijie bu xuyao ni

洗脑洗脑洗脑日记 卑微混蛋的秘密 xinao xinao xinao riji beiwei hundan de mimi
朝你转身向前进进进进进再敬个礼 chao ni zhuanshen xiang qianjin jin jin jin jin zai jing ge li
不要靠近 除非找个道理 世界更需要你 buyao kaojin chufei zhao ge daoli shijie geng xuyao ni

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