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Background[]
“Necessary evil, how one appears, what people really wanted to be.”
—Author's comment
nekobolo's 28th VOCALOID song, a song about not being satisfied with oneself and wondering if it is simply best to disappear.
This song has entered the Hall of Legend.
Succeeding versions[]
sasanomaly's Version
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| Featuring | sasanomaly
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| Producers | sasanomaly (cover), Atsushi Makino (video)
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| Categories | Human Cover; Self-cover |
| Description | A version of "Jishou Mushoku" by sasanomaly (nekobolo), included on the album Cynicism and Hypocrite.
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Project SEKAI Version [SEKAI] (Game size - 3DMV)
| Featuring | |
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| Producers | |
| Categories | Human Cover; Piapro Studio Cover; Original MV; In-game Content |
| Description | Featured in the game Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! feat. Hatsune Miku.
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Project SEKAI Version [SEKAI] (Full - 2DMV)
| Featuring | 25-ji, Nightcord de.: Hatsune Miku, Yoisaki Kanade (CV: Kusunoki Tomori), Asahina Mafuyu (CV: Tanabe Rui)
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| Producers | Suoh (illust), omu (movie)
SEGA, Colorful Palette, Crypton Future Media, Inc. |
| Categories | Human Cover; Piapro Studio Cover; Original MV; In-game Content |
| Description | Full version, featured in 25-ji, Nightcord de.'s 1st full album 25-ji, Nightcord de. SEKAI ALBUM Vol.1, from the game Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! feat. Hatsune Miku. The full-length 2DMV was uploaded on June 15th, 2021.
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Lyrics[]
| Japanese (日本語歌詞) | Romaji (ローマ字) |
|---|---|
| 君のようなひとになりたいな | kimi no you na hito ni naritai na |
| 「僕らしいひと」になりたいな | bokurashii hito ni naritai na |
| 望むならそうすりゃいいけどさ | nozomu nara sou surya ii kedo sa |
| でもそれってほんとにぼくなのかい | de mo sore tte honto ni boku na no kai |
| 子供騙しな夢ひとつ | kodomo damashi na yume hitotsu |
| こんな僕なら死ねばいいのに | konna boku nara shineba ii no ni |
| こんな僕が生きてるだけで | konna boku ga ikiteru dake de |
| 何万人のひとが悲しんで | nanmannin no hito ga kanashinde |
| 誰も僕を望まない | dare mo boku o nozomanai |
| そんな世界だったらいいのにな | sonna sekai dattara ii no ni na |
| こんな僕が消えちゃうだけで | konna boku ga kiechau dake de |
| 何億人のひとが喜んで | nan'okunin no hito ga yorokonde |
| 誰も何も憎まないなら | dare mo nani mo nikumanai nara |
| そんなうれしいことはないな | sonna ureshii koto wa nai na |
| 明日も僕は夢うつつ | ashita mo boku wa yume utsutsu |
| このまま僕は消えていいのに | kono mama boku wa kiete ii no ni |
| こんな僕が生きたところで | konna boku ga ikita tokoro de |
| 何億人のひとは知らないし | nan'okunin no hito wa shiranai shi |
| 誰も僕を望まない | dare mo boku o nozomanai |
| そんな世界だったらいいのかな | sonna sekai dattara ii no ka na |
| こんな僕が消えたところで | konna boku ga kieta tokorode |
| 何億人のひとは変わらない | nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai |
| 誰も僕を憎まないなら | dare mo boku o nikumanai nara |
| 損した事に変わりないな | sonshita koto ni kawarinai na |
| 最期なんかみんな同じように倒れてゆきます | saigo nanka minna onaji you ni taorete yukimasu |
| メイドイン 他人 の 「自分自身」崩れてゆきます | meido in tanin no jibun jishin kuzurete yukimasu |
| 最期なんかみんな同じように離れてくのに | saigo nanka minna onaji you ni hanareteku no ni |
| こんな僕が生きてるだけで | konna boku ga ikiteru dake de |
| なんで君はそんなに笑うの | nande kimi wa sonna ni warau no |
| 君がそんな笑顔じゃ | kimi ga sonna egao ja |
| 悲しくても消えたくても | kanashikute mo kietakute mo |
| さよならする理由なんてもう | sayonara suru riyuu nante mou |
| 無ければいいのに | nakereba ii no ni |
| こんな僕が消えたところで | konna boku ga kieta tokoro de |
| 何億人のひとは変わらない | nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai |
| だけど僕を止める何かが | dakedo boku o tomeru nanika ga |
| そんな顔しちゃ笑えないや | sonna kao shicha waraenai ya |
Derivatives[]
RoseRythm's Cover ft. Chika
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| Featuring | |
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| Producers | RoseRythm (cover, VSQx), PrettyPrincessTanya (base UST)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover |
anakin's English Cover ft. Fukase
| Featuring | |
|---|---|
| Producers | anakin (cover, VSQx)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover; Alternative Language |
Selio's Cover ft. KAITO
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| Featuring | KAITO V3 Soft & Whisper
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| Producers | Selio (cover, mixing), Doodlegirl863 (UST)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover |
Mary.'s Cover ft. KAITO
| Featuring | KAITO V3 Straight Soft, Whisper
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| Producers | Mary. (cover, mixing), Lucifer (UST)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover |
Matsu-san's Cover ft. Fukase
| Featuring | |
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| Producers | Matsu-san (cover, VSQx)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover |
DEUKXO's Cover ft. Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin and Megurine Luka (PROJECT SEKAI ver.)
| Featuring | |
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| Producers | DEUXKO (VSQx, mixing)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover |
Koneko Mary's PV
| Featuring | Hatsune Miku
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| Producers | Koneko Mary (illust, video), Hii (special thanks)
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| Categories | Fanmade Hand-drawn PV |
Other media appearances[]
Video games[]
This song was featured in the following video games:
maimai Series[]
- maimai Deluxe Splash / Splash PLUS
- maimai UNiVERSE / UNiVERSE PLUS
Other games[]
- Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! feat. Hatsune Miku (Virtual Singer version by Hatsune Miku; SEKAI version by 25-ji, Nightcord de. and Hatsune Miku).
Gallery[]
Music jacket featured in the game Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! feat. Hatsune Miku
External links[]
Official[]
- Off-vocal — piapro
Unofficial[]
- 萌娘百科: Moegirlpedia
- ピクシブ百科事典: Pixpedia
- ニコニコ動画: niconico video
- VOCALOID Lyrics Wiki
- Romaji Lyrics Source — Abeyutaka's Wordpress
- Project SEKAI Wiki