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Song title
  • "自傷無色"
  • Romaji: Jishou Mushoku
  • English: Self-harm Colorless / Self-inflicted Achromatic
Published January 20, 2013, with 2,051,000+ Niconico views
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BackgroundEdit

nekobolo's 28th VOCALOID song, a song about not being satisfied with oneself and wondering if it is simply best to disappear. This song has entered the Hall of Legend.

Succeeding versionsEdit

sasanomaly's Version
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Featuring
sasanomaly
Producers
sasanomaly (cover), Atsushi Makino (video)
Categories Human Cover; Self-cover
Description
A version of "Jishou Mushoku" by sasanomaly (nekobolo), included on the album Cynicism and Hypocrite.

LyricsEdit

Japanese (日本語歌詞) Romaji (ローマ字)
君のようなひとになりたいな kimi no you na hito ni naritai na
「僕らしいひと」になりたいな bokurashii hito ni naritai na
望むならそうすりゃいいけどさ nozomu nara sou surya ii kedo sa
でもそれってほんとにぼくなのかい de mo sore tte honto ni boku na no kai

子供騙しな夢ひとつ kodomo damashi na yume hitotsu
こんな僕なら死ねばいいのに konna boku nara shineba ii no ni

こんな僕が生きてるだけで konna boku ga ikiteru dake de
何万人のひとが悲しんで nanmannin no hito ga kanashinde
誰も僕を望まない dare mo boku o nozomanai
そんな世界だったらいいのにな sonna sekai dattara ii no ni na

こんな僕が消えちゃうだけで konna boku ga kiechau dake de
何億人のひとが喜んで nan'okunin no hito ga yorokonde
誰も何も憎まないなら dare mo nani mo nikumanai nara
そんなうれしいことはないな sonna ureshii koto wa nai na


明日も僕は夢うつつ ashita mo boku wa yume utsutsu
このまま僕は消えていいのに kono mama boku wa kiete ii no ni

こんな僕が生きたところで konna boku ga ikita tokoro de
何億人のひとは知らないし nan'okunin no hito wa shiranai shi
誰も僕を望まない dare mo boku o nozomanai
そんな世界だったらいいのかな sonna sekai dattara ii no ka na

こんな僕が消えたところで konna boku ga kieta tokorode
何億人のひとは変わらない nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai
誰も僕を憎まないなら dare mo boku o nikumanai nara
損した事に変わりないな sonshita koto ni kawarinai na

最期なんかみんな同じように倒れてゆきます saigo nanka minna onaji you ni taorete yukimasu
メイドイン 他人 の 「自分自身」崩れてゆきます meido in tanin no jibun jishin kuzurete yukimasu
最期なんかみんな同じように離れてくのに saigo nanka minna onaji you ni hanareteku no ni

こんな僕が生きてるだけで konna boku ga ikiteru dake de
なんで君はそんなに笑うの nande kimi wa sonna ni warau no
君がそんな笑顔じゃ kimi ga sonna egao ja
悲しくても消えたくても kanashikute mo kietakute mo
さよならする理由なんてもう sayonara suru riyuu nante mou
無ければいいのに nakereba ii no ni


こんな僕が消えたところで konna boku ga kieta tokoro de
何億人のひとは変わらない nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai
だけど僕を止める何かが dakedo boku o tomeru nanika ga
そんな顔しちゃ笑えないや sonna kao shicha waraenai ya

DerivativesEdit

Selio's Cover ft. KAITO
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Featuring
KAITO V3 Soft & Whisper
Producers
Selio (cover, mixing), Doodlegirl863 (UST)
Categories VOCALOID Cover
Mary.'s Cover ft. KAITO
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Featuring
KAITO V3 Straight Soft, Whisper
Producers
Mary. (cover, mixing), Lucifer (UST)
Categories VOCALOID Cover
Lucifer's Cover ft. Nekomura Iroha
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Lucifer (cover, VSQx)
Categories VOCALOID Cover
RoseRythm's Cover ft. Chika
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Featuring
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RoseRythm (cover, VSQx), PrettyPrincessTanya (base UST)
Categories VOCALOID Cover
Matsu-san's Cover ft. Fukase
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Featuring
Producers
Matsu-san (cover, VSQx)
Categories VOCALOID Cover

KK's Cover
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Featuring
Producers
YoP (mixing, mastering), 7@ (encode)
Categories Human Cover
Hanatan's Cover
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Featuring
Producers
Honzo (mixing), Rocca (encode)
Categories Human Cover
Mafumafu's Cover
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Featuring
Producers
Mafumafu (mixing)
Categories Human Cover

Koneko Mary's PV
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Featuring
Hatsune Miku
Producers
Koneko Mary (illust, video), Hii (special thanks)
Categories Fanmade Hand-drawn PV

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