Changes: 自己嫌悪 (Jiko Ken'o)

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Background

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自己嫌悪 (Self-Hatred) is an original song by Ginsaku featuring Kagamine Rin. The lyrics describe a person who is apathetic about their unfortunate life, and how they're afraid of losing the one person they love.

Lyrics

Japanese (日本語歌詞)	Romaji (ローマ字)
たった一言　好きって伝えるそれだけに	tatta hitokoto sukitte tsutaeru sore dake ni
一体どれくらい　悩み苦しめばいい？	ittai dore kurai nayami kurushimeba ii?

付かず離れずあやふやに　誤魔化してきたけど	tsukazu hanazeru ayafuya ni gomakashite kita kedo
キミが笑ってる　それっぽっちで　体が熱くなる	kimi ga waratteru soreppocchi de karada ga atsuku naru

曖昧なんていらない　中途半端許されない	aimai nante iranai chuuto hanpa yurusare nai
そんなこと分かってるけれど	sonna koto wakatteru keredo
もう少しのところで　いつまでも出てこない	mou sukoshino tokorode itsumademo dete konai
勝算は考えない　絶対なんか有り得ない	shousan wa kangae nai zettai nanka arienai
キミの言葉が聞きたい	kimi no kotoba ga kikitai
動けないアタシが　こんなに嫌いで仕方ない	ugokenai atashi ga konnani kiraide shikata nai

たった一人に　嫌われちゃうの怖がって	tatta hitori ni kirawarechauno kowagatte
一体どれくらい　弱くなっちゃったんだろう？	ittai dore kurai yowaku nacchattan darou?

強く凛々しく麗しく　そんな風に見せてても	tsuyoku ririshiku uruwashiku sonna fuuni misetetemo
キミがいなくなる　それっぽっちで　壊れてしまいそう	kimi ga inaku naru soreppocchide kowarete shimaisou

感情がまとまらない　焦ったって　どうしようもない	kanjou ga matomaranai asettatte doushiyoumo nai
そんなこと分かってるけれど	sonna koto wakatteru keredo
もう少しのところで　本音が吐き出せない	mou sukoshino tokoro de honne ga haki dase nai
冷静じゃ居られない　心臓が鳴り止まない	reisei ja irare nai shinsou ga nari yama nai
キミのココロが知りたい	kimi no kokoro ga shiritai
戸惑いのはざまで　夜が終わってしまいそう	tomadoi no hazama de yoru ga owatte shimaisou

幻想なんていらない　真っ赤な嘘　望んでない	gensou nante iranai makkana uso nozonde nai
そんなもの意味がないけれど	sonna mono imi ga nai keredo
それでも喜んじゃう　こんなアタシ許せない	soredemo yorokonjau konna atashi yuruse nai
どうなったって構わない　運命なんて関係ない	dou nattatte kamawanai unmei nante kankei nai
そう言える勇気なんてない	sou ieru yuuki nante nai
許してくれるなら　今　唇重ねて眠りたい	yurushite kureru nara ima kuchibiru kasanete nemuritai

Derivatives

Kakichoko ver.

File:Self hatred kakichoko.jpg

Featuring	Kakichoko
Producers	Otamin (mix), Turbo (video)
Categories	Human cover

Chachako ver.

File:Self hatred chachako.jpg

Featuring	Chachako
Producers	Re:nG (mix)
Categories	Human cover

Kouhey ver.

File:Self hatred kouhey.jpg

Featuring	kouhey
Producers	Kouhey
Categories	Human cover

Nico Nico Chorus

File:Self hatred chorus.jpg

Featuring	Various
Producers	Satouatto
Categories	Human chorus

Other media appearances

Video games

This song was featured in the following video games:

Hatsune Miku -Project DIVA- (DLC)
Hatsune Miku -Project DIVA- Dreamy Theatre (DLC)

External links

Unofficial

VOCALOID Lyrics Wiki

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-* Doara-P (video)
-|title = "'''自己嫌悪'''"
 * Romaji: Jiko Ken-o
 * English: Self-Hatred
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+  |date = August 11, 2009
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+* Doara-P (video)
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 ==Background==
+{{Quote|Your computer is completely normal (｡ ・ ｀ ω´ ・｡).|author's comment}}
+'''自己嫌悪''' ('''Self-Hatred''') is an original song by Ginsaku featuring Kagamine Rin. The lyrics describe a person who is apathetic about their unfortunate life, and how they're afraid of losing the one person they love.
 ==Lyrics==
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+! align="left" |''Japanese'' (日本語歌詞)
-! align=left |''Romaji'' (ローマ字)
+! align="left" |''Romaji'' (ローマ字)
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 |たった一言　好きって伝えるそれだけに
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 ==Derivatives==
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+|producers = Otamin (mix), Turbo (video)
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+|categories = Human cover
+|links = nn sm8004974
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+|thumb = Self hatred chachako.jpg
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+|producers = Re:nG (mix)
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+|categories = Human cover
+|links = nn sm7970482
+}}
+{{Derivative
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+|singers = kouhey
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+|producers = Kouhey
-{{Derivatives|nnd_id = sm8277449
+|categories = Human cover
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+|links = nn sm7970889
+}}
+{{Derivative
+|color = black; color:#bf0000
 |title =  Nico Nico Chorus
+|thumb = Self hatred chorus.jpg
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+|singers = Various
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+|producers = Satouatto
+|categories = Human chorus
+|links = nn sm8277449
+}}
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 ==External links==
+===Unofficial===
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+{{Unofficial
-*[http://www5.atwiki.jp/hmiku/pages/6181.html 初音ミク Wiki]
+  |at = 6181
-*[http://dic.nicovideo.jp/v/sm7904669 Nico Nico Pedia]
+  |nico = sm7904669
-*[http://vocadb.net/S/7717 VocaDB]
+  |vocadb = 7717
+  |vlw = 自己嫌悪 (Jiko Ken'o)/Ginsaku
+}}
 [[Category:Original songs]]
 [[Category:Japanese songs]]