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Background[]
"Confessions of a Rotten Girl" is an original song produced by SAWTOWNE featuring Hatsune Miku.
The song depicts Miku as a struggling fujoshi at a Catholic school asking God for forgiveness and attempts to change her ways. But no matter how hard she tries, her already corrupt mind causes her to suffer relapses.
The song has exceeded 2 million views on YouTube. It was also the first VOCALOID song to reach 1 million views in 2025.
Lyrics[]
Dear God, I've come to repent my sins
Let your blood wash me clean for I'm...
I'm...
I̴͉̠̒̿́͒̈́͗'̵̟̘̯̼̯͇̒m̸̧̘̈̌.̷͎̪̜̹͝.̵͎̼̩̌͆͑́͌́.̵̛̺̌̒̆
I'm a rotten girl...
I swore I'd never sin again
But my patience's running thin...
The temptation flowing through my veins
I'm bounded by these shackles of shame...
I promised I'd indulge no more
But my heart I can't ignore ♥
In my dreams they're turning up the heat
I'm a dirty, rotten girl...
On lock, underneath the bleachers
Just watch, look beyond the smoke & mirrors
Heartstruck?! Shun the nunbeliever!
Our operation would NEVER be complete
Red Hot! Tension with each whisper
Snapshot! Quiet moans and muffled whimpers
Come on! Can't you feel the fever~
Rising up?! Rising up to the sky?!
As testaments echo, fear ignites beneath my skin
The lord sayeth, "halt thy child, don't give into sin"
It's driving me crazy
The urge to forsake thee
Yet, something shifts within this wicked bliss
I swore I'd never sin again
But my patience's running thin...
Student council breathing down my neck
I wonder if they're hiding from me...
Forbidden fruits before my eyes
And a taste that's so divine
My regrets rewriting history
I'm a sad, pathetic girl
Someone PLEASE tell me what to do...
Because...
HONESTLY, I just can't STOP!!
I've been trying so hard and I can't STOPPPP---!
WHAT WOULD GOD THINK?!?!
and- I-
I know I'm supposed to be a good girl, but...
SOMEHOW I JUST CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF...
Everytime I see them...
Touching skin to skin..........
My mind goes-
MY MIND GOES---
KYAAaAAAaAAAAAa4rftfgsdAAA----
Could Eve be our idol?
Could she lead us through the light?
We'd all be disciples of her lemon driven bite
Can somebody save me?
The urge to forsake thee
Still, something shifts within this wicked bliss
-The power resting in my hands
-For my God has other plans
-In salvation I can live my life
-As an ordinary girl
I can't resist it anymore
'Cause I smell slow burn galore
All the trauma from a cobblestone
Could never beat the devil in me
An honest sinner 'till I die
What's the harm if I don't mind?
With the paddle that empowers me
I can live a sinful life
Japanese (日本語歌詞) | Romaji (ローマ字) |
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神よ・・・私の懺悔をお聞きください | kami yo... watashi no zange o okiki kudasai |
この心の穢れをどうかお許しください・・・ | kono kokoro no kegare o douka oyurushi kudasai... |
だって私は・・・ | datte watashi wa... |
私は・・・ | watashi wa... |
腐女子だもの | fujoshi da mono |
もう罪は犯さないと決めたのに | mou tsumi wa okasanai to kimeta no ni |
我慢はとうに限界なの! | gaman wa tou ni genkai na no! |
誘惑された欲が体を駆け巡る | yuuwaku sareta yoku ga karada o kake meguru |
羞恥という鎖に繋がれて | shuuchi to iu kusari ni tsunagarete |
もう欲に溺れないと決めたのに | mou yoku ni oborenai to kimeta no ni |
心が叫んでるの! | kokoro ga sakenderu no! |
また夢の中で高まる妄想 | mata yume no naka de takamaru mousou |
私は汚れた腐女子なの | watashi wa kegareta fujoshi na no |
逃さない!屋上での秘密の時間を | nogasanai! okujou de no himitsu no jikan o |
見て!鏡の曇りの先にある情景を | mite! kagami no kumori no saki ni aru joukei o |
信者以外はお断りよ | shinja igai wa okotowari yo |
計画は順調に進行中 | keikaku wa junchou ni shinkouchuu |
赤く燃える 囁きが響く空間で | akaku moeru sasayaki ga hibiku kuukan de |
逃さないよ 必死に抑えられた喘ぎ声 | nogasanai yo hisshi ni osaerareta aegigoe |
ほら、熱がここまで来てるでしょ? | hora, netsu ga koko made kiteru desho? |
空高く飛んじゃいそうな程 | sora takaku tonja isou na hodo |
懺悔がこだまし恐怖が体を蝕む | zange ga kodamashi kyoufu ga karada o mushibamu |
神は「欲に身を任せてはいけません」と言う | kami wa "yoku ni mi o makasete wa ikemasen" to iu |
どうにかなりそう | dounika narisou |
全て投げ出しちゃいそう | subete nagedashichai sou |
でも、その穢れに潜む至福に焦がれるの・・・ | demo, sono kegare ni hisomu shifuku ni kogareru no... |
もう欲に溺れないと決めたのに | mou yoku ni oborenai to kimeta no ni |
心が叫んでるの! | kokoro ga sakenderu no! |
今日も生徒会が私を睨む | kyou mo seitokai ga watashi o niramu |
もしかして私を避けてる・・・? | moshikashite watashi o saketeru...? |
目の前に現れた禁断の果実 | me no mae ni arawareta kindan no kajitsu |
天にも昇る味がたまらない | ama ni mo noboru aji ga tamaranai |
罪悪感で歴史を書き換えていく | zaiakukan de rekishi o kakikaete iku |
哀れな女の子なの | awarena onnanoko na no |
どうすればいいっていうの・・・誰か教えて! | dou sureba iitte iu no... dareka oshiete! |
どうしてもやめられないんだから仕方ないじゃない! | doushitemo yamerarenain dakara shikatanai janai! |
けど、このままじゃ神に見放されちゃう! | kedo, kono mama ja kami ni mihanasarechau! |
いい子にしなさいなんて言われなくてもわかってるけど、 | ii ko ni shinasai nante iware nakutemo wakatteru kedo, |
でも、自制がどうしてもできないの・・・ | demo, jisei ga doushitemo dekinai no... |
彼らが目に入る度に、 | karera ga me ni hairu tabi ni, |
肌と肌が触れ合う度に、 | hada to hada ga fureau tabi ni, |
私の脳内は・・・脳内が・・・くぁWせdr4ftgyふじこlp | watashi no nounai wa... nounai ga... kuaWsedr4ftgyfujikolp |
イヴこそ我らの原点?光へ導いてくれる存在? | ivu koso warera no genten? hikari e michibiite kureru sonzai? |
彼女の使徒となりピンクの果実を頬張るの | kanojo no shito tonari pinku no kajitsu o houbaru no |
誰か救いの手を! | dareka sukui no te o! |
全て投げ出しちゃいそう! | subete nagedashichai sou! |
でも、その穢れに潜む至福に焦がれるの・・・ | demo, sono kegare ni hisomu shifuku ni kogareru no... |
命運は我が手にあり | meiun wa waga te ni ari |
我らが神が導く道を行けば | warera ga kami ga michibiku michi o ikeba |
救済に身を任せ生き続けられる | kyuusai ni mi o makase ikitsuzukerareru |
平凡な女の子として | heibon na onnanoko to shite |
もう臨界点はとっくに過ぎてる | mou rinkaiten wa tokku ni sugiteru |
男同士の熱情にあてられて | otoko doushi no netsujou ni aterarete |
石を何度ぶつけられたって | ishi o nando butsukerare tatte |
私の心に居付く悪魔は負けないわ | watashi no kokoro ni itsuku akuma wa makenai wa |
この身が朽ちるまで従順な罪人 | kono mi ga kuchiru made juujun na tsumibito |
自らが良ければ全て良し | mizukara ga yokereba subete yoshi |
腐の道を切り開くオールで | kusa no michi o kirihiraku ooru de |
罪に塗れた幸せを生きていく | tsumi ni nureta shiawase o ikite iku |
Derivatives[]

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Producers | datien (cover, tuning, MIDI), TSUINAFAN3000 (mixing)
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Categories | VOCALOID Cover |

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Producers | nikayyla-p (cover, tuning, UST)
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Categories | UTAU Cover |

Featuring | Deci Mal
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Producers | PearlStarLight5 (cover, tuning), janSuta (SVP)
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Categories | UTAU Cover |

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Producers | janSuta (cover, tuning, illust, SVP)
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Categories | Synthesizer V Cover; Fanmade PV |

Featuring | Kasane Teto SV
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Producers | K3RA (cover, tuning, Teto art, SVP), Saw (SVP)
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Categories | Synthesizer V Cover |

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Producers | misamxsa (cover, tuning, mixing, illust, video), janSuta (SVP)
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Categories | Synthesizer V Cover; Fanmade PV |

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Producers | Neekoloid_06 (cover, Spanish lyrics, tuning, mixing, SVP), Keita (corrections)
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Categories | Synthesizer V Cover; Alternative Language |

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Producers | vally.exe (mixing), cerulean (thumbnail art)
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Categories | Human Cover |

Featuring | Shiki Miyoshino
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Producers | Zephyrianna (mixing), iloveexotic (illust), Yuugure Yuu (video)
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Categories | Human Cover; Fanmade PV |

Featuring | Tomoya
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Producers | Tomoya (rap lyrics, mixing), Tsurugi Nen (thumbnail art)
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Categories | Human Cover |

Featuring | Hatsune Miku
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Producers | Marky (mashup)
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Categories | Mashup; Fanmade PV |
Description | A mashup featuring this song and BanYa's arrangement "Beethoven Virus".
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Producers | MARi556 (mashup)
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Categories | Mashup |
Description |
Other media appearances[]
Discography[]
This song was featured on the single Confessions of a Rotten Girl.
Gallery[]
Trivia[]
- This song samples two piano sonata's composed by Ludwig von Beethoven.
- A sped-up version of Movement I from Piano Sonata No. 14, commonly known as "Moonlight Sonata", is played at the very beginning of the song.
- The chorus samples Movement III from Piano Sonata No. 8, commonly known as "Sonata Pathétique".
- From timestamp 0:22-0:24, Miku is seen buying a magazine titled "Hokawazu", in reference to the illustrator of the same name known for drawing NSFW bara artwork. Hokawazu has also contributed artwork for the PV.
- Throughout the PV, Miku is depicted holding a paddle with the word "SINNER" engraved on it. This is in reference to the controversial yaoi paddle that was popular at Western anime conventions in the 2000s.
- The PV features cameo appearances from KAITO, Camui Gackpo, Hiyama Kiyoteru, Roro, Kagamine Len, Kagamine Rin, Megurine Luka, GUMI, and Kasane Teto.
- SAWTOWNE's Low Poly Miku makes an appearance during the bridge before the second verse.
- Additionally, the scene during the same bridge is a reference to the Danganronpa series.
- According to SAWTOWNE, KAITO, Gackpo, and Kiyoteru's positions at the school are Art Teacher, P.E. Teacher, and History Teacher respectively.[3]
- At various points in the music video, including the first pre-chorus and from timestamp 2:08-2:09, an illustration of Miku can be seen in which she is holding a plain black book with the words "Yaoi Note" printed in white. This is parodying the Death Note from the manga series of the same name.
References[]
External links[]
Official[]
- DL & Streaming Platforms:
- Off-Vocal — Google Drive