Background[]
“"This song is loosely based on a conversation I've had with a dear friend and it's really just about feeling a bit of helplessness when it comes to finding love and what it means to me. I don't want this song to appear too much as a hopeless negative, but rather, just a captured feeling about a combination of moments in my life."”
—AegisSan
Delusional is an original song by AegisSan, which tells the story of a girl who fell in love with someone, but doesn't think she's good enough for them.
Lyrics[]
Can you feel the earth spin?
Or the gravity keeping us pinned?
The butterflies in my chest
how you stand out from the rest
Trying to draw a line
between material and divine
the sciences of today
philosophies to obey
But I don't really care
'cause that's not why I'm here
when all I can do
is think about you
I try to be sincere
but overcome with fear
I'm not good enough
if you call my bluff
I guess that I'm delusional
irrational
of what I dream of
I guess that I'm delusional
illogical
when I think of love
And it's clear to see
in this reality
that I need you
more than you need me
and it's clear to see
that we could never be
outside of this
fantasy of bliss
And yet I still plead
this heart full of greed
I only want you
it's the only thing that's true
I guess that I'm delusional
irrational
of what I dream of
I guess that I'm delusional
illogical
when I think of love