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Background[]
“――― I want to die, I want to die, but I don't want to die ―――”
—Author's comment
"Shinitai-chan" is an original IA song by Switch. The song is about a girl who “wants to die” is basically about suicide. It is from the perspective of a girl who tries to commit suicide by falling off a rooftop but failed, because she remembered a boy that cares for her. This means that the girl wants to die but also doesn't want to die because someone cares for her, which explains why the girl was in the hospital at the beginning of the song. She also recalls being on a roof, but does not appear to remember anything.
Lyrics[]
| Japanese (日本語歌詞) | Romaji (ローマ字) |
|---|---|
| 目が覚めた場所には 白い壁 保健室 | Me ga sameta basho ni wa shiroi kabe hokenshitsu |
| 屋上に行った記憶は 途中で 思い出せない | Okujou ni itta kioku wa tochuu de omoidasenai |
| 手を伸ばす君が 居る 届かない | Te o nobasu kimi ga iru todokanai |
| どこまでも伸びてくこの腕でもまだ | Dokomade mo nobiteku kono ude demo mada |
| あのコを越せなくて | Ano ko o kosenakute |
| あぁ 死にたい 死にたい でも死にたくない | Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai |
| 君が 止めて くれる か ら | Kimi ga tomete kureru ka ra |
| いくつ キズを 重ねてもまだ 足りない 足りない （足りない） | Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) |
| あぁ 死にたい 死にたい でも死にたくない | Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai |
| 泣かせ たくない 人が居るから | Nakase takunai hito ga iru kara |
| いくつ キズを 重ねてもまだ 足りない 足りない （足りない） | Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) |
| ひとりぼおち 隠す 君の カケラ | Hitoriboochi kakusu kimi no kakera |
| アソビが過ぎたみたい 鏡に映った | Asobi ga sugita mitai kagami ni utsutta |
| 赤い 瞳で微笑む 姿 | Akai hitomi de hohoemu sugata |
| ね、生きたい 生きたい ホントの気持ち | Ne, ikitai ikitai honto no kimochi |
| 届か ないま ま消えたくない | Todokanai mama kietakunai |
| 頭上のベニテングは覚えてる | Zujou no benitengu wa oboeteru |
| 君がどこに | Kimi ga doko ni |
| あぁ 死にたい 死にたい でも死にたくない | Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai |
| 君が 止めて くれるはずだから | Kimi ga tomete kureru hazu dakara |
| 何度 記憶 を消してもまだ 足りない 足りない （足りない） | Nando kioku o keshite mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) |
| あぁ 死にたい 死にたい 死にたい | Aa shinitai shinitai shinitai |
| でももう 死ねない 君がここに 居てくれるからもう寂しくない | Demo mou shinenai kimi ga koko ni ite kureru kara mou sabishikunai |
| らーらーら ららら ららら ららら | Raaraara rarara rarara rarara |
| 消えない 痛み 消える 記憶 また 繰り返して 増える傷 | Kienai itami kieru kioku mata kurikaeshite fueru kizu |
Derivatives[]
Eyes0fEnder's Cover ft. Hatsune Miku
![[yt]](https://static.wikia.nocookie.net/vocaloid/images/1/16/Favicon-yt.png/revision/latest?cb=20221005233455){kind=small}
| Featuring | Hatsune Miku V4X Solid
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|---|---|
| Producers | Eyes0fEnder (mixing, tuning, vpr)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover |
Eyes0fEnder's English Cover ft. Hatsune Miku
| Featuring | Hatsune Miku V4X Solid
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|---|---|
| Producers | Eyes0fEnder (mixing, tuning, vpr), JubyPhonic (lyrics)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover; Alternative Language |
SweetSoSweet's English Cover ft. KAITO
| Featuring | KAITO V3 Soft
KAITO V3 Whisper (secondary vocals) |
|---|---|
| Producers | SweetSoSweet (cover, video edits), Sharkie-P (VSQx), JubyPhonic (English lyrics adaption)
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| Categories | VOCALOID Cover; Alternative Language |
Mio Midori's Cover ft. Kasane Teto
| Featuring | Kasane Teto (UTAU)
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|---|---|
| Producers | Mio Midori
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| Categories | UTAU Cover |
blackhomotoadshoe's Cover ft. POPY
| Featuring | |
|---|---|
| Producers | blackhomotoadshoe (tuning, mixing), zoё (UST)
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| Categories | Synthesizer V Cover |
JubyPhonic's English Cover
![[nn]](https://static.wikia.nocookie.net/vocaloid/images/1/16/Favicon-nn.png/revision/latest?cb=20131115031623){kind=small}
![[sc]](https://static.wikia.nocookie.net/vocaloid/images/c/c7/Favicon-sc.png/revision/latest?cb=20131113151344){kind=small}
| Featuring | |
|---|---|
| Producers | JubyPhonic (mixing, English lyrics adaption), Hazuki no Yume (translation references)
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| Categories | Human Cover; Alternative Language |
JubyPhonic's English Cover -Master Andross Remix-
| Featuring | JubyPhonic
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|---|---|
| Producers | JubyPhonic (lyrics), Master Andross (mixing, arrange)
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| Categories | Human Cover; Alternative Language; Remix |
gicchi's Indonesian Cover
| Featuring | gicchi
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|---|---|
| Producers | Kuroki (editing), RicyanS (translation references)
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| Categories | Human Cover; Alternative Language |
Milkychan's English Cover
| Featuring | |
|---|---|
| Producers | x-happilyinsane-x (English lyrics)
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| Categories | Human Cover; Alternative Language |
Jinja's German Cover
| Featuring | Jinja
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|---|---|
| Producers | Jinja (German lyrics adaption), Alma (illust), CrenoxMarvin (inst), Riguruma (video)
|
| Categories | Human Cover; Alternative Language; Arrangement |
Ame's French Cover
| Featuring | Ame (AMELY)
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|---|---|
| Producers | Ame (French lyrics adaption, video), waffuru (mix), Fanylia (art)
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| Categories | Human Cover; Alternative Language |
Saccharinne's Music Box Arrange
| Producers | Saccharinne
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|---|---|
| Categories | Arrangement |
R3's Music Box Arrange
| Producers | R3 Music Box
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|---|---|
| Categories | Arrangement |
External links[]
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