Background[]
“So as you can hear, I tried to jazz.
NEVER. AGAIN. For real, it was painful, and I still wasn't satisfied with instruments, with volume, with low-level mixing, with lyrics, with how I tuned Galaco, with EVERYTHING. Like, I loved how it turned out, but it was NOT ENOUGH And then I recalled, that the song is about not being satisfied with yourself ever, facepalmed and just let it be I... I tried. motherfuckinggalacotuning. Galaco is a space b▬tch, but I guess she's getting used to my half-assed tuning. I put a lot of efforts into making her sing. I tried to make the tuning perfect. I... tried way too hard. Galaco pls
Lyrics are too straightforward (I just can't poetry to save my life), I'm not sure I succeeded in showing all the pain being a perfectionist causes, also I forgot what all these apples mean, but I really really tried, since that song is what I feel and what a lot of people feel. Nou you're proud and then you're in despair, just because something, that is not even significant, went wrong. Literal despair. You're never satisfied with anything you do, because it's not enough, not the level you think everybody expects you to show. You freak out and break down just because it's A-, not A+, you envy all those people who ~don't care~ and just live their life being satisfeid with what they have. It's just... wait, I wasn't supposed to write that sfsdhkjghsdkglhsjg feels, it was just really revelant recently, sorry
OH WELL and I want to thank ctrlkun, who coloured all those images I sketched. Thank you very-very much, again. I wouldn't do it so quickly without your help. I wouldn't do it at all ;A;
As for the do-not-cross string, it doesn't mean anything. Just... idk, my signature? It also gave some motion to the beginning, because still curtains made me frustrated xD”
"Honey-sweet despair" is an original song by DoNotCross-P featuring galaco.
Lyrics[]
Perfection's not my second name, because it is what I am
All my existence is dedicated to perfection
Everything that I do is perfect, and I expect the same
You'd better justify my highest expectation
Oh think whatever you want to think
I don't expect you all to understand
If you can't do a thing right better don't do anything
Because nothing matters but the perfect result in the end
Sweet, sweet, honey-sweet, a treat I'm living for
Every single bit makes me want more and more
"Don't get used to it" Everyone tells me so
But those who never tasted it, what can they know ?
I feel a slight vibration going up my stiletto heels
Oh, do you hear that too, the sound of my world breaking ?
Beginning with a minor mistake, here they go, all my fears
Trying to cover this one I just keep mistaking
Oh, don't you think my pain is futile !
What do you even know about my pain ?
No matter what I do it is never what I expect
No matter what I do I will hate it all anyway
Sweet, sweet, honey-sweet, a treat I'm living for
Every single bit makes me want more and more
"Don't get used to it" Everyone tells me so
But those who never tasted it, what can they know ?
Sweet, sweet, bitter-sweet, a treat that keeps me sane
Sweet, sweet, bitter-sweet, a drug that drives me mad
It is my relief, it is my greatest pain
I could change it all, but now it is
Too late !
Sweet, sweet, honey-sweet, a treat I'm living for
Every single bit makes me want more and more
"Don't get used to it" Everyone tells me so
But those who never tasted it are happy people
I cry for help, but it's no use.
External links[]
Official[]
Unofficial[]
- VOCALOID Lyrics Wiki
- nautiljon - Lyrics Source