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Background[]
“Look what's here after however long this happened to take because I forgot! This was originally a huge vent about DPDR, but it turned into a story based off of the vent! I mean, it's not that detailed because I wasn't fond enough of the story to create actual OCs for characters and make it a full in-depth story, but it's still a story. Basically, a girl is being controlled by a man like a puppet, and for most of her life, she just accepts it and grows numb to the world around her; she views herself as a person watching someone else's life unfold before her. However, she eventually realizes that the life she's watching is hers, and realizes she should be in control of her life. She puts up with the misery for a while, until eventually feeling too enclosed, leading her to attempt to break all connection from the man controlling her. Out of fear of losing a puppet he's invested so much time into and having the story and his crimes revealed to the public, he tries to prevent her from leaving by holding much stricter control over her life and watching her constantly. Eventually he watches her too much and loses too much sleep, so she has the chance to escape. Out of an intense impulse of fear, he decides there's no way to stop her from leaving other than inevitably killing her when she finally thinks she's free. Edgy.”
—Author's comment
PUPPET is an original song by Pumpkin Head featuring Kagamine Rin.
Lyrics[]
The old man controls my life
“I” am not “me”
I don’t know why
E mot ions o verflow
Contort
And explode
Every day it’s up to you
Who are you? What will you do?
I want to be free of you
You have strung up my body
I am just attached to strings
I can’t breathe, suffocating
I can’t take what this pain brings
You control me
So now if
LIFE IS JUST A JOKE
AND EVERYTHING I KNOW HAS BROKEN
THE OLD MAN WILL STITCH MY MOUTH
TO LEAVE THESE WORDS UNSPOKEN
MY WORDS HOLD NO MEANING
BUT HE WILL TAKE THE PAIN AWAY
SO PULL ALL OF MY STRINGS
DRAG ME THROUGH THE PAINFUL DAYS
It’s all a blur
He’s stealing my vision
I can’t remember
Days are slipping by too quickly
Destroy these strings
I want to be myself now
He won’t let go
I am trapped in derealization
So now if
LIFE IS JUST A JOKE
AND EVERYTHING I KNOW HAS BROKEN
THE OLD MAN WILL STITCH MY MOUTH
TO LEAVE THESE WORDS UNSPOKEN
MY WORDS HOLD NO MEANING
BUT HE WILL TAKE THE PAIN AWAY
SO PULL ALL OF MY STRINGS
DRAG ME THROUGH THE PAINFUL DAYS
MY LIFE IS A JOKE
EVERYTHING I KNOW HAS BROKEN
THE OLD MAN HAS SLIT MY THROAT
TO LEAVE THIS LIFE UNSPOKEN
MY LIFE HAD NO MEANING
HE COULD NOT TAKE THE PAIN AWAY
SO HE CUT ALL MY STRINGS
DESTROYED ALL THE PAINFUL DAYS