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Background[]
"Solicit for the Death of Me" is a song featuring OLIVER by SavageSoup. The story about a German child, around nine to ten years old, that was abused by his mother. The mother was a psychotic doctor, so by the time he grew up, he couldn't forget the events that happened in the past; physical abuse, manipulation, being treated like a puppet, watching different children being killed or sometimes children killing each other and the last one standing killing themselves. The child grew up to be a doctor like his mother, although not abusive, still murders people to satisfy morbid curiosities.
Until one day, when killing others weren't enough, he thought to himself "I wonder, what does killing one's self feel?", so he drank a whole bottle of cyanide and fluoroantimonic acid, he died that day.
Waking up to a seemingly familiar hospital, the demolished hospital where his mother used to work, everything was cold. He is now forever stuck in purgatory. He can never leave, he's stuck in there forever; no heaven, no hell, no nothing. Just the same thing to look at, nothing to do than walk around, nothing to do but to go insane, nothing to do than to linger in his regret. He blamed his mother for not killing him when she had the chance to.
Succeeding versions[]
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| Description | A remake of the song.
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Lyrics[]
fallen
bound by the tears of regret
drown in pools of cyanide
I have been led into demise
and drank
what was left of my mind
"You should have ended it
I'm lost and traumatized
everything grew into madness
it was your fault to begin with"
eminent atrocity
bending the reality
stuck for all eternity
inside of my secluded purgatory
It's in my mouth
It's in my mouth
It's in my mouth
It's in my mouth
It's in my mouth
It's in my mouth
It's in my mouth
It's in my mouth
It's--
Somebody Somebody
Save me, Release me
Blinded
Secluded
Unwanted
Abhorrent
Kinder, Kleinkind (Children, Toddler)
Spielend mit Skalpelle (Playing with scalpels)
Bakterien verbreiten (Bacteria Spreading)
Schneiden Schneiden (slicing, slicing)
Solemn
bound by the tears of my death
drown in pools of my regret
I have been led into a dark descend
and drank
what was left of my life