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Background[]

Torschlusspanik is the German word for "gate-closing fear" and refers to the fear of time running out on some important part of a person's life. This song is something I've been meaning to write for a while now, and means a lot to me in terms of it's message.
I'm incredibly grateful to have worked with the fantastic CircusP to breathe life into this. Work with them is a dream come true for me, and they have an amazing work ethic. We'll soon have a second collaboration out as well, so please look forward to it!
—author's comment

"Torschlusspanik" is heart★breaker's first song with Megurine Luka V4X and one of his most notable songs.

Lyrics[]

Oh, pull me down
Got my head in the clouds
No, didn't make a sound
When I fell to the ground

It's been so long
It's all gone
I'll hold on to what's left behind

Wide awake
My mistake
I can't take it anymore

Thinking of you twists the knife
They're memories of what I can't have
But they're all I have left
You're so hard to forget

TORSCHLUSSPANIK

Take me away
To a better time
Find an escape
Somewhere that can't exist

You plague me
Captivate me
You'll break me if I keep holding on

I can't see
I can't breathe
You gave me everything

Thinking of you twists the knife
They're memories of what I can't have
But they're all I have left
You're so hard to forget

Take me back just one more time
Let me know that it wasn't a lie
That at least it happened
That it's not imagined

'Cause reaching, back for what I can't have
Is hazardous, it's toxic
But it's all I have left
I will never forget

TORSCHLUSSPANIK

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